17 MICAH I made an appearance back at the bar to hang out with Stark a little longer. Luckily, I managed to stay away from Soren. I’ve always been confident in my abilities, but I don’t trust myself around him. I’m hanging by only a thread of sanity. Could some of it be the Rage? It’s possible. Sebastian suffered from it before he mated with Tyla. I’m at the age where it could become an issue. With Raelynn having another mate, it could exacerbate the problem. It's closing in on midnight, but I’m not sleepy in the slightest. My mind has a million things racing through it. I want to be with Raelynn, and it pisses me off to think that Soren could be with her right now. Sharing her is not an option. I turn the TV on and flip through the channels, only to shut it off within three minutes. I

