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RAELYNN
The entire night was spent either pacing my bedroom floor, staring out the window, or sitting outside in the snow. Dany didn’t bother me because she knew I wanted to be alone. It’s not like she could help me anyway. The war is inside of my body, and only I can be the one to figure it out. Every time I would think of Soren, something would push him out. It’s almost as if it was an invisible force. The same thing would happen when I’d picture Micah in my mind. There was a wall that would try to block me from him, but it never succeeded. The pull I feel with Micah always wins out. Is that my answer? I have to believe it is, and if so, I dread what happens next.
Micah’s words about Soren have repeated through my mind the entire night. The concern he has about Soren hurting me is
