My own Share of love

On my 19th years birthday I thought falling in love will be the best gift ever. Here I found myself in the desperation to have a boyfriend so as to feel up the loneliness I felt inside. After my birthday party my friend chimmy celebrated hers, I dressed up in a very beautiful pink gown and a simple white heel matching my bag, I got to the venue and everything was cool and fun I took a glass of wine. while I was drinking Can your head carry that... a manly voice said standing at my back There was standing a fair guy, tall and handsome too I felt butterflies immediately I saw him I couldn't move for some minutes I stood speechless admiring his handsomeness, I said to my self is he from this planet?. As a gentle man he is he helped me clean my messed up dress but it got worse I need to be on my way the party is over for me! (staring at my dress) I said, he offered to help me get a cab so we could go together I never expected that from a total stranger but I was happy he said that few minutes later the cab arrived and we left, all through the silent drive he was just staring at my little legs his lips was continuously moving I noticed he was licking them but the naive me I thought to myself this guy is must be really into me I was excited that am finally going to find love "mmmh" while we got close to my house he gave me his phone with the indication that I should put in my digits, I did (in my mind I was wondering why is this guy not fun all through this long drive he didn't ask me my name or about myself nothing mmmh), I turned to open the door and he tapped me at the back I turned and he gave me peck on my cheek wow you needed to see the excitement on my face, but, on a second thought I felt everything was moving too fast but it doesn't add that's what I wanted at the first place. Is Blaze the love am looking for?!!! I got home that night and went straight to the bathroom to freshen up, my phone rang immediately I started bathing I had to rush out to pickup I almost feel down cus my legs was very wet I didn't bother drying them cuz I wouldn't want to miss that call, I got to the bed to pick the call and behold it was Blaze. Hello!...he said in a very mannered way, mmh you need to hear the way he was talking I felt gosse bumps all over, he told me how he liked me the moment he saw me at chimmy's birthday "finally someone is beginning to like me" I said to myself wow my wishes are being granted I can't wait for him to ask me out and guess what he actually did!, He did say something about a dinner date but it wasn't clear to me yet. He ended the call that night I didn't like the fact that he did so but right there in my bed I started imagining the fun and everything that we could do together if he eventually becomes my boyfriend (all the movie nights, dance under the mood and more to come). I woke up the following morning feeling so full of energy and happy unlike me after saying my morning prayer I went straight to my phone and there was a text message from Blaze I was surprised why sms why didn't he w******p it instead well I snapped out of my curiosity and opened the message It was such a long text I was wondering what could be so important that he took his time to type such a long message, but my eyes wasn't ready to start the day yet so I had to dash in to the bathroom brushed and took my bath then I was ready to read the long message and know what it's all about, i took my phone to my reading table wore my lens to give me clear vision. so the message goes: Hey beauty Beautiful morning to you, I didn't even get to know your name please forgive my manners. I guess you slept like a queen. I just want to tell you that I don't know what you have done to me I couldn't get you off my mind last night I kept thinking about you over and over again. The Sparks in your eyes is so magnificent, I hope your name is sparkle cuz you have captured my heart just by looking into those heaven you call eyes. I know we are not really mates but I want to be yours you are younger but something in you is drawing me to you and I believe whatever it is is worth my love and attention. your words pierces the soul, your gentle smile calms my nerves, with everything that happened at the party I was so angry but seeing you smile even when you hard your dress ruined with a drink gave me this great feeling of peace being around you. I know I just meet you but I feel like we have known for years or maybe we were lovers in the past world ?. so with this medium am asking please go on a dinner date with me and tell me your schedule so I can fix a perfect day for us. sparkle do have a great day I will call you later today Bye Beauty I can't believe what I just read I am almost blushing so loud wow, but wait he never did ask me my name at all. later in the day I wanted to reply the message but I didn't know what to say. I kept checking my phone even when am in class to know if he left a message or maybe a missed call. Am so obsessed with him already I can't stay a minute not thinking of him. After class I told chimmy's about Blaze but her response was quit weird I sensed fear in her voice she was like.. You mean Blaze Raine wait... you know him? yes ?.. who doesn't know almighty Blaze well just be careful with guys like him they like flirting alot .... but I looked her in the eyes and told her almost angrily that my own Blaze is not like other guys!!! she was like your Blaze??? yes my Blaze... soon he will ask me to be his girlfriend and of course I will say yes, "you can't imagine a desperate young girl like me having lots of imaginations on my head of how my relationship with Blaze would be the romantic scenario, the surprise gifts. loving Blaze is a Melody I want to experience and treasure in time to come he is so handsome, intelligent and am really attracted to him on like every other guys "desperation speaking".... But wait do you think Chimmy knows what I don't know about Blaze? ..... what could be the issue with Chimmy about Blaze. I will surely dig deep to find out!! I got home that day it was late already because I had to pick something's in the more for mum, I went straight to my room after dropping what mum sent me to buy. getting to my room I headed to the bathroom it was a hot evening so I took a cold bath after my bath that evening i couldn't get my eyes off my phone waiting patiently for Blaze to call but he didn't for so long i had to go down to the dinning mum do you need my help there?? I said which sounded reluctant No hun food is ready but we have to wait for babe to come home ""Now you might be wondering who in the world is babe well is my dad as some people say!! Sine I was little till now I can count how many times i called him dad, my mum calls him babe so do I and little Suzzy. Suzzy is my younger sister i call her little suzzy when I want to tize her and she loves it even when she tries to say she has out grown that."" Ok mum I said ( but don't know how long I can wait for him) mmh.... mum am bored here can I at least on the TV . Bovey mmmh! you know I hate noice make sure i don't hear any sound okay! (wondering how possible that could be) ok mum.. I said still thinking of how to do that while watching the interesting show I was watching i still had Blaze in mind felt like going to check my phone I didn't come down staires with it because it's prohibited "mum's rules" Suzzy was busy with her homework before i interrupted Suzzy seem i can here a foot step approaching the door I don't know... suzzy giggled My babe doesn't walk like that