The last night

We confessed last night

"A chapter ending, but the story only just begun"

its kind off crazy of how you met someone just by replying to an i********: story? well, i legit hate the fact i met this such amazing person so late in my life. Normally, i would leave every guy on delivered, but zuzie. i felt a spark with him that i cant blow. im not going to tell if im truly in love, because cant you tell yourself? i may be in love, god knows if he feels the same. if he doesn't, we'll pretend i was never in love.

My best friend inez and leena, i told them about this guy im crushing on, zuzie. i've indirectly flirted with him, and you cant say that im not in love. why do you expect me to deny the fact he stans my idol, Taylor Swift. yes, that american singer and songwriter who has her house filled with shiny n bright awards of her hardwork. my phone starts buzzing. i get up to see what it was for until i saw that zuzie is sending me i********: reels which are so humorless. i literally have just gotten back from a long day at school and just seeing his text is actually pretty heartwarming. zuzie says "i was waiting for you the whole day for your text" okay my life feels like back on track after this text. i am 117% sure i have found my soulmate. Trust me or not, zuzie is definitely the most mature guy ive ever seen in this generation.

February 1 2023

wednesday

My day has been going so dull today. i dont know what anything is leading towards to. i just got back from school, so tired that i squish my face on my pillow without even changing to some good clothes.

As usual, zuzie sends me reels to keep me entertained then proceeds to say "i missed you so much, fari.." oh god i wish you knew i missed you so much more, zuzie. i made a promise to him that i'll meet him tonight, but im so tired that i dont know if i should. he says "make up your mind, fari. i'll only wear perfume if you come. no other girl should smell my scent." okay that was flirty enough.

My mom said she isnt going anywhere and i knew that its my sign to go and meet zuzie. sacrificing my comfort zone for my crush can be useless, but who knows? maybe it can be useful?

i am baba fari, i can predict anything! my mind continues to say, "what if you dont meet him, but what if something magical happens? you cant miss that?" by what my mind said, i showed up without any hesitation. i told zuzie about the good news, and guessing he is going to be wearing a perfume. zuzie was wearing a lavender sweatshirt, with black levis jeans,and black adidas shoes. lets not forget the messy hair. i wore a black desi kurta, with black levis jeans, and converse. lets not forget my black basketball jacket. i got to hear that our class would merge, but i guess not.. spending 1 hour without zuzie was so boring. when we were done with class, inez wanted to go to the restroom, i told her ill be waiting outside. im just staring at the moon until my eyes landed on my moon, zuzie. its crazy how he starts to blush when he saw me. im starting to think he likes me, but i shouldn't rush. a few minutes later, inez comes and we start walking around again. she told me this one thing i would never regret hearing, "i may or may not have told zuzie about you." music to my ears for the night. i suppose this was a good thing, but i think not too. inez heads to her home, and i start heading to mine. i live far away from inez so it took me longer to reach home. as i reach home i got text messages from inez. spamming me with my name. i thought its some kind of emergency, until it actually was. inez says, "zuzie wants to confess!" it hit me hard when i saw that text. i wasn't mentally prepared for this moment. i wanted to jump around, act as if im free with all my problems, as if i got an freedom and theres so much to explain it with. i remember in february 2022, i got rejected by my crush. i guess everything transformed to something new? i can't believe, zuzie and fari? BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND??? OH MY GOD!?

ZUZIE'S POV:

*when confessing*

"i dont know why, but its just been 5 days since we started to talk and all of the sudden we both gained feelings for each other. i freeze around women a lot, and i dont know how it will go with fari. i really had wished to be fari's crush and im proudly saying, dreams to come true kids! trust me, keep your hopes up. when fari confessed to me, my body was on earth, but my soul is flying around the universe."

FARI'S POV:

"im just listening to songs at this point, because i cant process any of it. i'll need a hot minute to process every of this. kind off sad, zuzie broke his bro code for me. you know? best friends ex girlfriend? well it drives me crazy that even confessing each other through a friend, we're still shy to talk to each other.

i can officially say im dating zuzie. proudly saying it. never been this much happy, ever. i know my heartbeat will go crazy whenever i get a view of him. i'll end this chapter now. we all know, we both will live happily ever after."

A NOTE TO ZUZIE:

dear zuzie,

god knows if youll ever read this. i love and adore you. youre amazing. youre the shine to my dull day. thank you for everything and making my february 1 2023 a memorable day for me. thank you, zuzie. x