The last night

Fake sight

You know how you have this one desired moment to spend with someone that you truly love? and now that you've finally met them, everything slowly comes true. you may start thinking that your imagination can't turn into reality, but that's actually the wrong thinking.

Somethings that you imagine actually do come true. sometimes you dont even realize youre working for that imagination to come true, and when it comes to you, you just can't believe it or accept it.

I used to think the same, nothing comes true. well, nothing in life comes easy either, but it slowly comes easy when you work for it. so if you just believe in something you desire, that can come true as well.

Never have i ever imagined this romantic life with someone im so madly in love with, that if its an one wrong step, i'll no more be in madly in love. I had always imagined holding hands tightly with whoever is my future lover, and im very thrilled to say, my desired moments came true with no other than my lover guy, zuzie.

And somehow it went something like this,

it was may 21, 2023. night time. me, zuzie, inez, and sam, we all hanging out together. we somehow we're just arguing who's older and who's younger or who's older in height and sizes and all. that all lead to me and zuzie comparing finger sizes, like you know? romantically. my finger was tiny compared to his. my index finger was the same size as his pinky finger. yes i know, what in the earth and how? i dont know either.

we then compared every finger sizes and he slowly closed his hand, and oh my lord. this feeling. this particular feeling. sparks fly. butterflies in my stomach. someones punching my heart. his hands. so soft and warm, ill never take my hand off from it. but this one day, i can never forget. it stays in my mind rentfree, and i will keep it with me forever. we stared at each other the whole night, and never really got tired of it. spend half of my night with zuzie and not my friends, sounds like a betrayal, but its fine i guess. while, we got too comfortable holding hands together, something way beyond my expectations happened. he kissed my hand, and my heartbeat was high. it was just a normal conversation between us, the air was warm, like his hand, the light around us was very dim so no one could really see what had happened. when he kissed my hand, i was shocked. all this made me so comfortable that i asked if we could walk home together. he said yes, and thats when i knew the moment i had always imagined, has now came true. so you see kids? imaginations actually do come true, and sometimes you don't even know if everything is leading to your desired destination.

i wasn't really ready for comparison of finger sizes, staring contest, kissing my hand, matching steps, and walking home together. i wasnt ready for all of it. it happened unexpectedly and when did my life lead there, i never knew. but what kind of dream coming true situation it would be if you already know whats ahead of you? surprises in life is so shocking and showstopping. i believe.