Josh's Pov
I had this all planned out. I was going to ask her to marry me. I could see how i've treated her. I feel the pain she goes through daily fighting the same thing over and over. But nothing could change how i felt any her. I just wished she'd tell me things that upset her more so i can help make the right.
I know that's easier said than done. I've broke this girl in front of me down until she was nothing. I watched her walk away from me. I've got no one to blame but myself for how she is feeling now. I can tell by watching her expressions on her face as she watches all these newly coupled up wolves find their mates. Some of the will have good starts and other may start the way our did.
I wanted to changed how we discovered we were mates for a long time. I can't take it back w
