BREATHE(The series)

"Be the first person to love you before trying to love somebody else." Sometimes I forgot that I despise everything around me, from the moment I wake up until I got to work and after my work as a barista it's all the same colourless world to me. Boring... deprived of any substance of humor that may at most spark my interest and once again I am day dreaming and made a mistake in brewing a coffee. "MR LATSON! this is the 3rd time you messed up and order, why are you like this??!" my manager shouted to the top of her lungs. I am at fault for day dreaming like that and I kind of not into it today(as always). "I'm sorry maybe I am out of it today, can I Leave for the rest of the day?" I politely asked. my manager just looked at me and sigh. "Make sure you are in good condition tommorrow or I'll fire you." she implied the "I'll fire you" in a threaning tone. I gulp, sweat poured down my cheek and neck. "Gotcha manager" I laugh and scratch the back of my head. "You better be, luckily we don't have much costumer today anyway now of you go." my manager dismissed me and put on a spare apron. I smiled a little, even tho I feel like I am just being lazy my manager takes care of me very much, I do apologize for feeling lazy...I do but in this situation I just really need to breathe. I wave at my manager and my co-worker and proceed to walk outside the shop, it was a bit sunny but their is a cold breeze in the air, maybe because it winter season soon that's why the air is starting to feel chilly as the days went by, I stop by a comic store and went to the fantasy section. These days the only thing that lights up my day is reading a genre called 'Isekai' or transmigration would it be cool to die and then wake up to an unfamiliar world with your old memories intact? I mean....I'm not saying I should try suicide but still, reading this type of fantasy novels really opens up a lot of imagination in my head. I picked up the booked and made my way to the cash register to purchase the booked that I like and will continue to read it at home, as usual I tried my hardest to smile at the person at the counter, people might think I am depressed adult if I keep sulking even tho that's what I actually do when I am at home however I cannot people see that. A person whos face says like it's the end of the world might become a target for unnecessary remarks and that is the last thing I would want to hear. I continued to make my way and is now on the pedestrian line waiting for the traffic signal to go green. I think I still have time to buy some groceries and cook something nice for a change, I had been eating cup noodles in the past weeks after all. The lights went green, a sign that we can walk now however little did I know something un-imaginable is about to happen. "kyaaahhhh!!!" I heard a scream from a woman and my eyes turns to the direction of the scream and my eyes widened. A ten wheeler trucked is speeding so fast that it almost hit the woman however. "look out!" I heard various screems however I just stood there frozen. The truck is speeding towards me! suddenly, the flashback of reading an manga about Isekai pop into my head. this scene is so common on the Isekai genre mangas that it is hard to not realize. Is this it? am I going to die and perhaps be isekaid to a different universe? am I going to be a magician? a royal? an elf? a gamer on a fantasy game? endless possibilities of how will I be living in the different world as an Isekaid person feels me with unknown feelings perhaps this is excitement? I closed my eyes and smiled. this is probably the most genuine smile that has ever form on my lips, maybe dying in this situation is not so bad...maybe just like on those mangas that I read about Isekai characters might also happens to me. my only wished, is to be isekaid as a hot babe with infinite power! muaahahahahaha! I closed my eyes as I accepted my fate, goodbye colourless world, May I be born as a beautiful hot sexy babe with boundless power and an exciting new life! much to my knowledge I did not realize that a strong grip pulled me and I was slammed into a I heard countless screems and then a load explosion. thud! I felt that I fell however my head did not seem to have been smashed by the impact of my fall and felt a pair of strong shoulders which seems to be a large hand supporting my head. I felt a sweet smell with a mixture of masculine as well I opened my eyes and saw two pairs of grey eyes staring back at me. This person's face is unbelievable! perfect shape, right thickness of eyebrows, the cutest button nose, Lips that looks so soft and moist and finally his upturned eyes along with that rare eye color. I cannot believe such a person exist therefore.. "Am I from a different universe?" is the first thing I uttered after looking at his face for a sharp second however the angelic looking person just smiled at me. Did I died? --------