THE NIGHTMARES....
darkness^ yes that's what I see it burns my skin to know I will be all alone again
for others it may be their fear but for me
it's the loneliness....
mystic pov:
here I am all alone again , the only thing I have befriended all these years is this loneliness looking past the years there is certainly nothing make me feel alive sometimes I admire these humans they have perception,their own opinion and most importantly a heart unlike me a wandering soul with title of the "gorgeous immortal Angel of galaxies "
all that bullshit make me throw up what is the meaning of being gorgeous when you won't feel appreciated and an Angel
of course if only I haven't been selfish back then just may be ...
..............
Of all the emotions a person can feel,
Love is scariest and hardest to heal.
Excitement and mystery impossible to resist.
Promises of magic perpetually persist.
We long for a connection that is as strong as it is true,
But love always does as love wants to do,
So to the emotion of love, I just want to say,
I'm much better off without you; I'm glad you went away,
'Cause I'd much rather live with a heart that can sing,
A smile that struggles to be more than a grin.
I might not be happy, but at least I'm not sad,
Holding onto happiness that I never had,
Love's an impostor, a thief in the night,
Reduces flames to embers that no longer burn bright
may be just one day I will be broken from all the ties and be fated with the one .......