Rabiah
Ngayon lamang tumibok nang ganito kabilis ang dibdib ko. I feel like my chest is about to explode with my heart's fast beating yet the more Russia is making me drunk with his touch and kisses, the less I wanted everything to stop.
"Russ . . ." namamaos ang boses kong tawag habang nakaupo sa gilid ng kama at pinagmamasdan siya.
Russia kept his eyes on me as he bit the collar of his shirt. Madali niya iyong nahubad gamit ang isang kamay. Tila nanuyo naman ang aking lalamunan nang mapagmasdan ang magandang hulma ng kanyang itaas na katawan. All his inks looked perfectly placed in his chiseled body. I wanted to touch them, mark them with my lips, too yet all I could do at the moment is trace the edges of his ab muscles with my fingertips until I reached his jeans.
Humugot siya ng malalim na hininga. Tila ba lalong nag-init sa aking ginawa. Tiningala ko naman siya saka ako payak na ngumiti sa kabila ng malakas na pagkabog ng aking dibdib.
As if Russia wanted me to undo the rest of his clothes, he guided my hands to hold the edge of his jeans and gently make my hands pull it down.
Hindi ko siya binigo. I tried to remove everything else that he's wearing and let him decide what I have to do next.
"Would you like to touch it?" he asked in a raspy voice. "It's yours anyway . . ."
Nilunok ko ang sarili kong laway, ngunit imbes na haplusin lamang iyon ay inilapit ko ang aking mukha at pinatakan ng marahang halik ang tuktok.
Russia groaned and clutched my hair. "Baby . . ." he called under his breath. "You're driving me crazy . . ."
Muli ko siyang tiningala upang pagmasdan ang gwapo niyang mukha. He looks impatient and so high yet he's happy. So happy to surrender himself to me.
Humaplos ang nanlalamig kong palad sa kanyang tiyan paakyat ng dibdib saka ko muling hinalikan ang tuktok ng kanyang pagkalalake. His hand held my hand that's exploring his chest then kissed it as if he wanted to worship every inch of me.
"It would be embarrassing to finish without even getting inside you." He scoffed. Kahit tila nanghihina sa aking ginagawa. "I don't want that to happen just because you can bring me to heaven with just a couple of tender kisses."
He held an ample amount of my hair before he lowered his head to kiss me on my lips. Sumara ang aking mga mata nang tugunan ko ang mga halik niya. There he is again, burning my sanity and shooing away all of my thoughts.
Umatras ako patungo sa gitna ng malambot na kama habang sumampa naman siya't lalo akong nilasing sa kanyang mga halik. My back felt the soft mattress as he anchored the back of my knees on his arms. Patuloy pa rin siya sa paghalik sa akin habang marahang ikinikiskis ang ari sa pagitan ng aking mga hita. I'm so wet down there, throbbing and begging to get this over with.
Sabi ni Tasya ay sandali lang ang sakit. Ewan ko lang kung totoo ba iyon, pero handa ako. Kung para kay Russia, handa akong masaktan.
Baliw na yata talaga ako sa lalakeng ito. Hindi naman ako masisisi. Masyadong busog ang aking puso sa pagmamahal na pinagsasaluhan namin.
"Russ . . ." I called under my breath before I caressed his cheek with my fingertips. "I'm . . . ready."
Russia's eyes softened. Pinatakan niya ng halik ang tungki ng aking ilong saka niya ibinaon ang mukha niya sa aking leeg. I felt the tip of his shaft on my small hole, poking it at first until he finally forced himself to fit in my small entrance.
Nanigas ang katawan ko sa sakit. My arms wrapped around his neck tightly as I felt something getting ripped inside me. Sa sobrang sakit ay naluha ako't humikbi. Masuyo namang hinaplos ni Russia ang gilid ng aking hita habang hinahalik-halikan niya ang aking panga sa marahang paraan.
"Tell me if you're ready for me to thrust. It's your call, baby," he assured. Kahit na halata sa boses niyang nahihirapan siyang magpigil.
The thought of Russia putting me first made my heart swell. Sabi nila ay hirap ang lalakeng magkontrol ng sarili pero heto siya, inuuna ang mararamdaman ko kaysa sa sarili niyang init.
I let myself calm down until I finally had the courage to tell him I'm ready. Gumalaw siya nang dahan-dahan sa aking ibabaw. Nang muli akong humikbi dahil sa sakit na naidudulot ng bawat pag-ulos ay hinalikan niya nang malalim ang aking mga labi.
Hinayaan ko ang sariling malasing sa kanyang mga halik sa kabila ng matinding sakit na nararamdaman ko sa pagitan ng aking mga hita. Sakal na sakal siya sa loob ko kaya pati siya'y umuungol. He's huge. Wala akong mapagkumparahan pero alam kong malaki iyon dahil halos tatlong daliri ko ang lapad at kulang ang isang dangkal para masukat ang haba. The tip looks shiny and really pretty while his balls were reddish earlier. Baka hanggang ngayon ay mamula-mula pa rin.
Kahit masakit ay hinayaan ko siyang umulos nang masanay ako. Ganoon naman daw. Hahayaan lang masanay hanggang sa wala na ang sakit. Medyo natagalan lang akong sanayin ang sarili sa laki ng pilit niyang pinagkakasya sa loob ko, ngunit nang magsimula ko nang madama ang paghalo ng sarap sa matinding sakit, kusa ko nang iginalaw ang balakang ko para gayahin ang ginagawa naiya.
Russia groaned erotically. Bumaon ang kanyang mukha sa aking leeg habang palalim nang palalim ang kanyang bawat pag-ulos. Sagad na sagad ako sa loob ngunit imbes na umiyak ay umungol lamang ako. I scratched his back without me realizing while my lips kissed him on his broad shoulders.
Hirap pa siya dahil unang beses namin. Tila nais niyang unahin sa lahat ng oras ang mararamdaman ko kaya kahit halatang kayang-kaya niya naman akong wasakin oras na sundin niya ang gusto niya, hindi niya inintindi ang sarili niya.
"Russia . . . " I called, moaning.
He kissed my cheek then smiled at me while his eyelids looked heavy. "Love you," malambing niyang sabi na nakapagpataba nang husto sa aking puso.
This gentle bad boy will always be my weakness . . .
Namungay ang aking mga mata. "I love you, too."
He lowered his head to lick the edge of my ear. "We'll do something more fun next time." He let out a sharp breath. "Once you're used to my size already . . ."
Marahan akong tumango at hinalik-halikan na lamang siya sa balikat. Medyo binilisan naman niya ang bawat pag-ulos hanggang sa umuungol na kaming pareho dahil sa sensasyong nararamdaman.
I kept on chanting his name while he groans against my ear. Malalim ang bawat paghinga niya na tila nahihirapang magkontrol.
I caressed his back with my palms while kissing him on his neck, letting him feel that I want him to enjoy our first time, too.
Russia picked up the pace. He thrusted deeper and deeper while moaning against my ear. His eyes were shut when I angled my head to look at him. Pilit naman siyang nagmulat ng mga mata saka ako nginitian.
We kissed. Deeply. Wanting to let each other feel how drunk we are in love.
Sinabayan ko ang bawat galaw ng kanyang mga labi hanggang sa nawalan na siya nang tuluyan ng kontrol sa sarili. His thrusts became senseless, and the more he's reaching the deepest part of my walls, the louder I cried his name.
"Ohhh, Russia! Ohh Russia!"
My man groaned erotically when my walls began to contract. His eyes shut as he locked his jaw tightly. His face was reddish and erotic. Gusto ko iyong pagmasdan pa ngunit dama ko na ang pamumuo ng kung ano sa loob ng aking puson.
Russia entwined our fingers when I started to writhe in pleasure and pain. My moans filled his room as I shook beneath him. Tila nahirapan naman siyang magkontrol pa nang marinig ang aking mga ungol kaya hindi nagtagal ay naging paos na rin ang bawat daing niya. He buried his face on my shoulder as he trembled on top of me. Maya-maya ay hinugot niya ang sarili niya't tinapos ang nangyayari gamit ang kanyang palad.
Russia groaned erotically while I watched how his c*m stained my tummy. Pinagdikit niya ang aming mga noo habang paos na umuungol, at nang tuluyan siyang natapos ay hinalikan niya ang aking noo saka siya bumuntonghininga.
"You still have big dreams." He kissed the tip of my nose. "As much as I wanna fill you with my c*m, I won't. I don't want an accidental pregnancy force you to stop dreaming."
Namungay ang aking mga mata. Nagpapaliwanag ba siya kasi akala niya ay ayaw niyang mabuntis niya ako?
I lifted my hand and placed it on his cheek. "A-Ayos lang. 'Di ba . . . ayaw mo rin naman na magkaanak?"
He shook his head. "Kung ikaw ang nanay, kahit ilang anak pa." He kissed my cheek. "But not until you reach your dreams. I wanna help you get them, not prevent you from doing so."
Napangiti ako nang uminit ang aking puso. "Salamat, Russia. Sana kapag naging piloto na ako, maging pasahero kita."
My boyfriend smiled proudly. "I wouldn't miss that for the world, baby . . ."