Just like Daddy

It's over

I was waken up by him at night. I look at him and he wanted to do our routine. I shake my head. "Go ask your girlfriend"  I yawned.  "Come on don't be like that" "i was wrong" "wrong about what?" "You... We are over" I closed my eyes and turned my back on him.  "It's not over" he said. "really I thought you loved me" I felt my tears forming in my eyes. "Get out forget me" he pulls down the covers and touches me. I slap his hand away. "You don't dump me Jessica you can't dump me" he said breathing heavily. I open my eyes and glared at him. "I-" he grabs my pillow and my head bounces on the bed from under me. I felt the pillow cover my face. "I said you don't dump me" he touched me and I try to breathe but, his words stop me as he says those words daddy said with same tone. "Don't make me hurt you" I kicked him and he stradles me pinning  my arms with his knees. It hurt. "Now I'm going to take this pillow off you better not scream understand. I was getting light headed. He lifted the pillow and started touching me rougher. As he talked he got rougher hurting me. "You are so special to me. I can't let you leave me. If you ever say you those words to me I will hurt you understand me?" Then he did something I didn't expect. His fingers came to my mouth and he pushed his fingers in my mouth. Two fingers going in and it made me gag. I felt like I was going to puke. He watched me and smiled. I bite his fingers and he pulled out. I almost laughed. Then he kissed me. I felt his hand wrap around my neck and i try not to moan. He kissed me and as he kissed me tightened his grip on my neck. I try to move my mouth from him. I breathe in his mouth and gasp for air. He was staring at me and I plead for him to let me breathe. I kick and I could see my vision darken as he sucked my air devoured it. He didn't have to say it his eyes told me. I try to look away from him but, I couldn't I stared into his eyes as he kissed my breath away taking the oxygen. My vision darkened and I fight to stay awake but, just few seconds before it darkened he moved his mouth and i swear I saw him smile.