Forever In Love With The Wolf

Kristin POV I was standing in front of his eyes but could not put my eyes into his. The reason for that was his frightening glances. But, generally, he was so beautiful and handsome, pure at his heart that no girl could turn a blind eye to him. His beautiful blue eyes, brown and strong eyebrows, fluffy cheeks that are very smooth and pinkish, and yet very interesting were his red beautiful lips on his face attracts me more, not only me but the other girls too. Now the weather is very cold and it chills me a lot. I thought that chill was about to subside if I am in his embrace. Oh wait, I think I fell into his trance again thinking of something like this. I came here to reject him today. The cause was going to tear his heart apart in no time. I know very well how he is going to react, but I must say this to him now. It’s time to break up. Love is how far a man can shrink and how far he can go and it’s unexpected too. After rejecting him I didn't even know what would happen to him and to me too. While I was thinking to myself, I was in a different world for a very long time and I forgot to talk with him. He looked straight into my eyes and asked "What happened dear?" with a smirk on his face. No way I have to do it right away, I thought to myself and started yelling at him… "I am sorry Jacob, it’s time to go away from you. Please forgive me and forget about the past in which we acquainted with each other. Don’t ever try to meet me again". I rushed far away from him to escape from his cute blue eyes and his strong attractive body. That scent coming from his body attracts me more and I can not escape from it at all. But I have to do it today as well by any chance. He is the only reason for that. He is not an ordinary man. I do not fully know what he is, but I understand very well and came to know that he is not normal anymore. When he heard the breakup from me, he stood like a rock in the same place as if he had been hit by a big current shock and like the earth is going to collapse in a while. I can not wait there to see his face again, because of his appearance I can stumble again. I can not see the pain in his heart with my naked eyes. I wish God that he would be fine upon hearing this. That’s why I immediately backed off from being there. My eyes filled away completely with tears after rejecting him. I can not leave him because of the love and affection he has shown me for so long time. He is a very caring person, but I could not believe in my eyes that he is such a cruel heartless poisoned person. But he looked at me so lovingly and I could not believe he had no heart in him. Anyhow, I have to rush from here before his transformation is done and becomes a cruel one. I wanted to see his face once, but I could not, already my face had turned pink while crying and now I could not show my face to him. If he noticed I was crying for him so badly, he would become more dangerous than ever before. Because he did not like to see me crying. I wiped my tears with my hands and ran from there somehow, thinking to myself that those who were looking around did not mind what I thought in my heart. The chilling atmosphere there freezes me even more along with the crying and pain in my heart and it made me shiver too. However, I did not obey my heart and ran away from there and caught the metro which is very near to me where I was standing now. I stood in the metro holding a hanging handle on the top while still shivering as there is no place to sit and once again trying to remember what he is? and the past between us. But what still amazed me was that he didn’t stop me from saying breakup and running away from there. What was rolling on his mind? Why didn't he stop me from doing so? Does that mean he wanted to get rid of me?. My heart was pounding, my face was already engulfed in pain as if someone had hit me in the face hard. I do not understand what’s happening to me, I do not want him, but why am I still suffering? I think I do not want him, but I think my inner feelings were quite different, I think I want him badly. What were his feelings now?. Jacob POV After she rejects me and walks away from there where we were standing and talking to each other, a few moments later, tears bested up in my eyes and flowed out of my eyes very quickly. Slowly my eyes were reddened, turning too aggressive. My handsome face turns too clumsy and red. I slipped away from there and I does not want anyone to know my inner feelings which were visible on my face when I was suffering from Kristin’s breakup words. I have worn a sweatshirt at that moment and so I immediately pulled off the hanging cap and closed my head with it and bent my head down to hide my face from others. The pain in my heart was indescribable and horrible, my heart pounding with anger and it was becoming more and more violent, not even the slightest bit of anger coming at her but all the anger is towards the world, for creating me like this but wondering if it was not my fault and why the world is rejecting me?. Now the only goal in front of me was to grab her by any chance and wanted to explain everything in detail, but I could not understand why she so rejected and left me alone. Does that mean she came to know anything about me? Now I was combing my hair badly by scrolling my fingers without understanding how to tame her. On the one hand, I was a very good and still very peaceful person, but the beast in me will not let me calm down. Provoked alone, now my heart is in the peaks of consciousness, stagnant and unable to be good and at the same time unable to change into a bad person just because of her as I want her very badly and I could not live with her.