Alex POV
The second we arrive back to the pack house, I am out of the car and standing at the bottom of the stone steps, that lead to the open front door.
I want to go in, I want to meet my babies, but I am frozen in my place. Mahina had already mind linked Ayhan to inform us that Nia had lost consciousness during the birth of our fifth child, and I couldn’t bring myself to enter the building and witness the nightmare for myself. She was my life, I couldn't go on without her.
This was all my fault, maybe if I was there with her, this would never had happened. Maybe if I would have been there, the mate bond could have prevented this from happening in some way. She had been through so much in her short life, and I had just got her back, I couldn’t let her leave me like this.
I felt Ayha
