Loving Professor Knight

FIRST PART

PROLOGUE

Ilang ulit ko ng pinagisipan kung ano ang sasabihin ko sakaniya. Kung paano ko sisimulan ang bagay na hindi ko naman talaga gustong tapusin.

Hindi ko alam kung paano kong sasabihin ang salitang napakahirap para sa aking bigkasin.

Paano ko magagawang saktan ang taong pinaka importante sa akin.

I really , really love him but Love is not just the thing we need lalo na kapag pangarap na ng taong mahal natin ang nakasalalay.

Loving you is the most beautiful thing happened in my life. But having me in your life is a biggest nightmare and I chose to save you... And I always will.

Even if it’s hard, even if it’s painful. If this was the only way to protect you, I would rather be hurt and hated by you. Because loving you is my most favorite feeling in my whole life.

But just loving you isn't enough when I have to make you suffer while spending your time with me. I want to be your present and future but I can never bear to see you sacrifice just for me. It's better to stay out of your life than seeing you suffer fighting for you.

Hurting you is like a sword that is slowly and repeatedly buried in my heart. But this will be the only thing I can do just to save you.

And I will always save you from anything.