CHAPTER THIRTEEN - APRIL, 1992
Over the next few days, my relationship with Carol suffered a setback, and all this so soon after a fantastic weekend. Basically, she was still worrying about what the children may think about us sleeping together. I could not understand why she felt so ashamed of me and felt so depressed when she declared, yet again, that she did not love me. Especially when she had given the opposite impression just a few days earlier. She accused me of putting too much pressure on her to do things which she felt uncomfortable with. It was the first day of April when she said all this, but it was certainly no joke. My fears and depressions returned once more and I did not know what to do with myself.
Towards the end of that week, Carol announced that she was going t
