The Elementalist࿐

Ellie࿐ Have you ever imagine a world without nightmares?» I stood up in an impending darkness as my eyes wandered around in the hallway,I could hear the rhythm of my heartbeat, the air felt dense like I was surrounded,beads of sweats came running down as I tried to walk. Then i looked up and saw a dim light,i decided to walk towards it like it was calling out to me,i kept on staggering till I entered a large room,in this room was a beast with two large horns and puffy red eyes sitting on a huge chair embroidered with gold and pearls,the beast smiled cunningly and screamed like it was in pain, I used my hands to cover my ears in order to stop it but I couldn't. The air became foggy and thick,I couldn't breathe,tears formed at the sides of my eyes as I kept on gasping for air, I felt nauseous and sick,my vision became blurry as I was sucked into darkness. I woke up from the nightmare breathing heavily as a feeling of dysphoria hits me, my head was totally cramped, I felt like a zombie. These nightmares has been going on in my life since I was eight years old because of that my parents recommended a therapist for me, I am tired about how my life is right now I mean I am almost done with high school but felt like i didn't have an ambition, my life is a total mess, I just saw myself like i was the prodigy of all my pains there was so many bridge i couldn't cross. I decided to go see my therapist, Mrs Anderson, this dream felt different though I couldn't understand it but i felt like I was close to the purpose of my nightmares,I know it sounded weird. I stood up from my bed slowly as I undressed and entered into the shower waiting for the water to hit me so I could clear my head. my room was kind of small and shady, the contour design of it was actually nice and round,the walls were painted white with posters of my favorite otome characters. I came out of the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror, my hair was actually a ginger colour which contrasted with my hazel eyes, I had a well sculpted jaw and pouting lips but I could see dark lines under my eyes like I haven't slept for days. I decided to put on a pink shirt and blue jeans then did my hair in a bun letting some strands to fall off, guess I was ready to go. I came out of my apartment shortly and entered into a cab while listening to ocean eyes by Billie eilish , it was my favorite song. The cab came to stop at a white painted bungalow decorated with flowers, I came down from the cab and paid up. I walked towards Mrs Anderson's house and rang the doorbell, I knew she was always at home on Mondays,the door opened as it made some creaking sounds and a woman in her late 40s welcomed me in. "Another nightmare" she spoke yawning, she offered me a seat and returned to the coffee she was making. my eyes scanned around the room as it landed on her picture with her husband who was actually late,I wonder why Mrs Anderson became a therapist. A cup of coffee was placed in front of me bringing me back to reality as the smell of warm milk hit my nose making me to relax a bit. "what was the dream all about?" she asked sipping her coffee and staring into my eyes. "this one felt kind of different from others but I..I.." I stammered as tears flowed from my eyes, I was tired of everything, I couldn't even concentrate at school, I am not even sure if I am going to graduate. "Hey Ellie it's ok" she stood up and patted my back. "I Know how you feel but that's life, you need to keep moving on, everything is going to be okay"she said then gave me a warm hug. "promise to call me later" she held my face in her hands while I nodded softly. ◦•●◉✿◦•●◉✿◦•●◉✿◦•●◉✿◦•●◉✿ I entered into my apartment, the meeting with Mrs Anderson made me relax a bit then I heard noises , I followed it to my room, it was coming from the mirror, I came closer to it then a hand came out of the mirror and pulled me in.࿐