I am a complete mess.
*sound of strumming guitar
Hey look! Over here! Here!---
*humming
What are you saying?
Look! The one you've met before is actually ......
Actually what?
Actually......nothing, don't mind me. Just continue playing with your guitar.
Her name is Pearl, one of my best friends. We're leaving together in her apartment. Don't you dare to think of anything and don't you worry.....she knows me well, she knows what trully I am, even my darkest secret. She's quite loud but sometimes crazy as well, in short she's my crazy nice bestfriend.
By the way Pearl, did you notice my new look?
You're a total complete mess!
I know right. I'm a complete mess.....
Who would thought that I am a lesbian with this look. Having brown short curly hair, thick eyebrows, dark spots on face and dry lips.
I am a total loser right?
Yes you are.
You are truly my best friend! - I GIGGLED
They would thought that I am a loser, not a lesbian with this set up.
Hi! I am Keira, Keira Ocosi from Philippines. I am 22 years of age and currently leaving independently.....blah blah blah
Hi Ms. Keira, you're applying to our shop as a beautician right?
Yes.
Look Ms. Keira, I'm not saying that you are not qualified, in fact, you did well during your interview. But, how can you be a beautician if you can't fix yourself. Look at your face, what can you say?
I'm a mess.
Exactly! That's what I'm trying to say. So, you better to fix yourself first then try to comeback soon okay?
Yes Ma'am.
*sigh
How can I get a job? Huh? This face makes me sick! I already tried to apply as a designer, an artist, caregiver, saleslady, cashier, waitress, janitress, and now a beautician! How cruel my life is? Why I can't get a job? Why not hiring me? Huh? Because I look like a loser? Aissshh.....
Wow! you came back early as expected. Hahahahh. Let me guess, you didn't make it, right? Hahaha...you jobless woman, I mean jobless guy. hahaha...
*deep sigh
How can you laugh at me like that? Do you know that it's my 8th attempt already?
No, it's your 10th attempt already.
Whatever! I'm going to take a nap, I'm freaking tired of getting job.