betrayed but wanted

As I run through the forest feeling the mist that lays on the grass on the bottom of my paws, while the moon shines down through the trees lighting my path. Feeling the wind blowing through my fur, coming to a complete stop when I hear a twig snapping. I lift my snout into the air seeing if I can smell anything in the air, but I couldn't smell anything or anyone. I turned searching the area but didn't see anyone or anything not even the little rabbits that normally roam the woods at this time of night. I knew I needed to get out of here before anyone saw me, before my mother passed away, she told me to make sure I kept my wolf hidden she told me she was special and that I would understand when the time was right and that people would use her and I if they had a chance. she was white but in the moon light she Glew like she was almost gold. That is why I always ran a midnight I knew nobody would be awake and the patrols would be far away from where I would be at. I knew I was always special between the fact that she was white and Glew gold, she also came to me when I was ten years old when normal wolfs came to the human counterpart when they were eighteen years of age, but someone does find and it ends in pain, fire and suffering, but that isn't how this story starts or ends but we will get to that soon. but first we must start at the beginning. Welcome to my story and how it all began.