Thirty Six “Just a little longer, Thomas. You suffer so nicely for me.” My smiling nurse reaches through the bars and dabs away the moisture on my cheeks. The slow agony brings tears despite the many years and all the encounters with Bai and later Lunda. Her hands move to my n*****s. Each thumb and forefinger closes about a sentient pink nub to knead and caress. With Lucinda’s medical training she knows that the n*****s of the forcibly chaste male become overly sensitive. She uses her knowledge to calm, for which I am grateful. But overall her offering is to also extend my torment and further her control. “Discipline and servitude. You’re a lucky man having a wife that would take the time, money and effort to instill such attributes.” Her grasp broadens to take in each hand the entire

