Saying I'm a little nervous, would be an understatement. I'm freaking out, not just freaking out, but I'm scared.
A lot of things have happened in my life in the recent past and I have been trying to get the strength to keep me going, but I feel like this is my breaking point, today is the day that I didn't see coming.
I knew this was bound to happen, and in the back of my mind, I always knew, but now that it's happening, I didn't think I was ever ready for it.
I'm procrastinating on whether I should wake up or not, I don't even think, I don't want to do this, but I need to be there for him, not just him, but for me too.
We both deserve this goodbye.
And believe me, goodbye sucks, but at times, that is the only thing left to do. If I don't let go, then I will be holding on to someth
