RAY

Chp 22. I stopped.

POV:

Ash Thomson

I was constantly ignoring Ray, since the past three days, I can't let her in and damage her with my tearing demons, she is good for me. I just can't let her be wronged by me, she has gone through a lot, and I don't want my issues to create any problem for her.

She is too good for me and deserves better. So I'm trying to create distance between us and detach myself from her. 

Only two days she is here yet, and all those suppressed feelings towards her, that I was hiding within my mind, from her and also myself has reached the surface, and if I wouldn't control myself, it will burst out, and I really can't let it happen.

She is innocent and recovering. I have to distance her from me and distract my mind off from her and make her not like me, and I know what I have to do now.

I got ready, and headed straight outside but-

I stopped.

Oh My God!

Ray was hugging some fucker outside, and they both looked lost within themselves. I'm sure my mouth was hanging wide open, I didn't expect Ray to be hugging someone, and just them hugging made me angry. 

I diverted my gaze from them. It's going to be difficult for me. Just thinking about some other male, touching her was enough for me to lose my s**t.

And then Ray opened the door and that stupid piece of s**t walked behind her with his luggage inside the house. I couldn't really see his face since it was dark, but I know that he isn't just her friend and that they have a strong bond.

Good, now it will be easier for me to take my mind off her.

But certainly right now I need a strong drink, and some chick to get my f*****g head in order, and forget thinking about her. I have to collect my s**t ASAP.

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