RAY

Chp 8. What are you doing to me, Ray?

POV:

Ash Thomson

After that incident, with Ray that moved her apart, I promised myself that I would stay away from her. But when I see her, I couldn't control myself. She owns my mind, my heart, my body, my soul. I just want to kiss her red lips. She drives me crazy. Just one look at her was enough for me to lose my self-control. 

She has locked her real self inside herself. No one except he knows what had happened.

I really have to speak to her and clear her load about that night. I know it will be difficult for her, to open up her scars, but if I don't speak to her, I'm sure she will never reveal her feelings to anyone and keep it within herself, and thinking about her being sad, makes me sadder.

I know she is acting to be brave but inside she is scared, hiding her emotions in her smile, fooling everyone but she can't really fool me. I have known her since I was a kid.

I know something is disturbing her, but what I'm not sure about. I want her to be happy. And the only way is to speak to her.

She really looks very attractive when she is jealous. When Ray's friend was flirting with me, her face was so cute. She immediately snapped and said yes, and accepted to meet me today after lunch, cause yesterday she had other plans set up, with her friend.

I laughed at myself, cause after going home yesterday until today morning, I have been thinking only about her.

She is definitely going to be the end of me.  

Also, I have been noticing that my mood since yesterday is not all shitty but I'm.... happy?

What are you doing to me, Ray? 

You don't even know or notice it, but I feel better around you.

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