Chapter thirty seven a - finally sent back to life
906 Words
Adrien
I have killed my mate, our mate.
I know I wanted her dead for what she did to my pack members but I never intended to kill her with my own hands.
Now I have to blame myself for the rest of my disgusting life.
She's still laying on the bed, lifeless. Her face is covered with her still wet hair.
I've never even had the chance to look at her properly when she was alive.
Well, I never gave us the chance.
I was so hell bent in having her handed to my sister that I didn't even look at her the way I should.
She's so small as compared to my huge figure. She looks like a baby girl. My baby girl.
"Mine" my wolf growls and whines in pain at the same time.
She's ours and now we have lost her for good. Forever.
I reach over to her face and move some of the hair covering her cute little face.
If I have ever had a heart in my life, then I'm sure it has melted from the sight of her beauty.
She looks like she's sound asleep with no worries in her life.
Her eyes, how I wish I could get to see the sight of them again.
Her cute little nose fits perfectly on her face.
Her mouth looks like two rose petals, perfectly aligned.
I subconsciously reach out and place my huge hand on her face, which covers almost half of her face.
Her face is so soft compared to my rough, chiseled hand.
I didn't know what happened, I just found myself kissing her tiny little mouth.
Believe me, they actually feel as soft as they look.
The only sad thing is that she can't feel anything.
I quickly move back and compose myself.
I can't be weak. No! Not now. Not ever.
I hold on to her cute tiny hands and place into mine.
They are as soft as everything in her body, I guess.
You can't believe how heartless I may be sometimes.
With all this happening, even a drop of tear didn't fall from my eyes.
I guess I don't really have a tear duct anymore.
I hold on tightly to her hands, almost crushing them.
I just wished that she can just come back, even for a second.
I place one of her hands on my face, just to feel her soft touch.
Her hand is still as cold as before.
I guess they would be warm and comforting if she were alive.
I let go of her hands.
She's still in my shirt and I've never seen a woman look more gorgeous and stunning in a man's shirt like her.
I look over to her feet and start ascending up to her thigh.
Her thighs are bare now.
The shirt's button have removed making her thighs become exposed to my hungry eyes.
I feel like kissing both her thighs at this time but I decided against it.
Instead, I put my hand there.
You won't believe what happened because I don't too.
As soon as I placed my hand on her right thigh, her veins stiffened.
What the hell is happening here?.
I immediately remove my hand.
I can even hear her heart beating as well. She's just struggling to breath back to life now.
I quickly move over to the ventilator machine and within ten minutes, I've connected it to her.
To tell that I'm happy right now is just a waste if my time. Whatever that happened which brought her back to life, I'm grateful to it.
I also injected her with a sedative to make sure that she rests even though she's not fully conscious yet.
"There you are, I've been looking for you everywhere" my sister says as she barged into the room.
"Uhmm, what did I miss?" she asks as she looks from me to her.
"What do you mean?" I ask, even though I can read what she's thinking right now.
"I thought you got rid of her" she says.
Yeah about that. She possibly thought I could kill my own mate. Well, she doesn't know that too.
"No, she just had a cardiac arrest of some sort and as a doctor, I can't just let a patient die without doing anything" I say.
The truth is I don't even know what made her die and come back but I'm grateful.
She looks at me suspiciously but didn't say a word.
I walkover to her.
"So what brings you here?" I ask.
"The moon festival has already started, were only waiting for you but it seems like you have forgotten about it" she says.
Oh! The moon festival.
I forgot that it's even today.
"OK, let's go I have finished what I'm supposed to be doing here, I'll just send a nurse to do the rest" I say.
She starts walking out of the room but halts.
"Uhmm, isn't that your shirt she's wearing?" she asks.
"Let's go" I say in a stern voice and walk out of the room.
She has no other choice but to follow me.
Being a doctor and an Alpha helped me from my sister's accusations today.
I couldn't possibly tell her that our enemy is my mate.
At least now she'll have no suspicion if I hand her over to her.
I only hope she recovers soon enough.
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