Elias
The next morning I wake up completely overtired. I don't know how I can keep this up for the rest of my life. How am I supposed to manage to always be this cruel. How can I go on condemning innocent people and robbing those who need help of all hope. It makes me sick to see their faces, they haunt my dreams and rob me of sleep. I can't do it anymore. I don't want to. It would all be so much easier if I gave the throne to Jaromir. But then not only the individual would suffer, but everyone in this realm. I have no choice, only I can stop him from grabbing the crown and oppressing everyone.
I sigh deeply, stroke my hair and get ready for the day. Maybe I can at least make Lyn happy, then I would have done something good for at least one person. Not that it cancels out the guilt, or l
