The Vampire Prince's Pet

Finding the trigger I

Elias

I have felt no pleasure whatsoever, quite the opposite. For some time now, s*x with Jeanette and Michelle, my s*x slaves, has given me no pleasure. I do all this just to find out if she feels anything at all whiles watching us. Of course, it would be even more effective to have s*x with her and the idea even makes my groin go hard, but I won't force myself on her. I would never force myself on her. So this will have to do. Again and again, I watch her, but I feel no desire, no lust, no jealousy in her. Nor do I sense any revulsion, hatred or disgust. Nor could I read much in her gaze. Now, however, I can clearly see the exhaustion in her gaze, and I don't want to drive her to the point of fainting again. Levis is right, I went too far last time.

I go to the door and call Levis in, who immediately and without being asked sets about untying Lyn and freeing her from the gag. Again and again he whispers soothing words to her, but none of this helps, for as soon as she is untied she runs on wobbly legs over to her cage and disappears into it.

I let out a sigh. She hasn't spoken a single full sentence and until now has only said something after I have asked her to several times. She is clearly afraid of me, but what did I expect after showing her my worst and cruellest side. Levis rises, gives me a snide look, then bows deeply, letting me feel his deep contempt. Then he turns and disappears.

Lyn is so exhausted that she even falls asleep without me leaving the room. I close the cage and lie down in my own bed. I don't know what else to try. Again, she is tormented by strong nightmares, her emotions are so strong that they keep me awake all night. I briefly consider waking her, but quickly dismiss the thought. I urgently have to get rid of my niceness. It is a huge weakness of mine.

I wake up the next morning feeling exhausted. I don't know why I am so taken by her unbridled emotions, but I am sure that if it were ever affection or even love that she would feel with such intensity, it would be something else entirely.

I get clothed, as always in my all black attire, before I kick her cage gruffly, waking her up. I unlock the cage, but again she doesn't budge.

"Go wash up and then eat something I'll come and pick you up in an hour. You will accompany me today," I say in a cold expressionless voice that reveals none of my feelings. With long strides I leave the room and lock the door behind me. Levin stands guard outside the door, and I nod at him.

"What are you going to do with her today?" he asks although he looks like he doesn't really want to know.

"First I'm going to test her disgust and revulsion and then I need your help," I explain vaguely.

He nods silently, knowing that even though he is my friend, he has to do what I ask of him.

"I'll explain in more detail later."

Again, he just nods silently. I go to freshen up as well, even though my own bathroom is occupied. It's not as if a castle with over two hundred rooms has only one bathroom. When I return, I find her in her cage again. The food Levis brought is only partly eaten. However, I have been told by the local doctor that people who are so malnourished should only eat a little at a time, but more often.

"Come out and stand by the door," I order. Immediately she does as I ask. Her empty gaze fixed on the floor, no feeling perceptible and an emotionless expression on her face. Seeing and feeling this emptiness and expressionlessness makes me sad inside. This girl should be laughing, dancing and living a carefree life somewhere.

Instead, I put the collar on her again and attach the leash to it.

"Arms behind your back, that's where they stay unless I order you to use them."

A curt nod, that's all I get in reply.

"What was that?", I ask sharply. She winces, trembling slightly.

"Yes, master, as you wish," she whispers, barely audible.

"That's better."

I grab her leash and she follow me into the throne room. There I make her kneel down beside my throne. In the time that follows, I go about my business. Listen to the people who come here to propose a deal to me. People who hope for help or mercy from me and people who receive their punishment from me. Every now and then I cast a glance at Lyn, who sits silently, neither moving nor speaking. She is almost invisible, if it weren't for her heart beating so fast and loud. The expression in her eyes, however, remains blank and her face shows no emotion.

"Bring me a blood slut," I order loudly. Lyn flinches as I raise my voice. Immediately two guards rush over, a gagged woman between them. She screams and writhes in the guards' arms. She is bound, but still, she does not want to give up. I can clearly sense the reluctance and fighting spirit in her. I slowly stand up and walk towards the woman. Then I grab her by the throat, lift her up to me and push her head to the side. She is only human and therefore has not the slightest chance against my strength. Then I sink my teeth into her throat.