Sean and I just came back from Dr. Laurel's clinic with dismay on our faces again. It's been five months since we tried to have a baby. In two days we will be in our ninth month as a married couple. Three more months and we're going to celebrate our first anniversary. It feels like we're together for a long time now yet it's only just a few months. I'm tired and I know Sean is feeling the same thing. We've been trying to get pregnant, but every time we visit the doctor or me having my monthly period is another disappointment. We both took a lot of tests and everything was normal. I took a lot of medicines and vitamins but still, nothing happened and it's depressing. Sometimes, Sean would find a way to lighten my mood. He would say it's good that we got negative so we can practice more o

