For weeks we've been trying to experiment with new positions and ways of having s*x. I can proudly say it's no longer plain vanilla. Most of the positions mentioned in the book were already ticked off. Just two of three more to go including the wheelbarrow. I don't think I could ever do that and it looks awkward and funny. I'm scared I might laugh during s*x. That would be so humiliating.
What I'm about to do today is going to be a little risky and totally out of my comfort zone. I'm nervous but I've been wanting to do this for weeks now. Ever since that video that I watched I've started to contemplate if I can do the same to Sean. He's a guy and I know he would love it no matter which time and place it is.
I'm standing in front of his office ready to knock but I stopped. My anxiety is k
