My amazing mate

Jasiina I am Jasiina Flower. I am an orphan girl raised in an orphanage. I was told I was left at the gate during winter on snowy days. The so-called rich, powerful, and family rich person called us filthy and pity being on earth. Some pity us and some hate us. I just don't know what are the faults of people like us neither do we choose to be abandoned nor do we choose to be orphans. It's not our choice nor it is in our hands. Nobody wants to be pitied and homeless. But nobody understands us and tries to be in our shoes. Speaking about myself, I am just a normal human girl who has suffered all that orphans has to and struggled a lot to be where I am today. I am a simple girl with a simple dream and a simple job. I love small kids so I teach small children in a school because I believe in building little pillars of the country today. I live alone with no family in a village. My salary is good enough for me to live. I love my simple life and I am happy with just small things. I just love myself and I am happy for those who I am. I am just everything to myself. I am happy with the small circles, friends, and life I have created. I have nothing to depend upon or anybody that I can call mine. Sometimes I feel lonely but I remember I am created and brought into the world for a special reason and purpose. I hope so. As usual, I got up early at 5 am and took a shower, brush my teeth then pray. I am taught to pray every day while I was in an orphanage so it has been my habit. I also feel peace doing that and God is the only friend I can share everything. Then I cook pancakes for breakfast. After that, I got ready for school. My school starts at 9 am. So I reached 10 minutes earlier. I love my job and my little munchies(kids). Good morning Mam! Good morning! I like my school surrounding it's quiet and peaceful with a beautiful garden and enough space for kids to play. Ishuah I am the Alpha of the Water Moon pack. We are the largest and strongest pack that is feared by all. I am known as ruthless, heartless, hot-blooded, and strong alpha. The rumors are somewhat correct about me. I have to be strong and untouchable so that my pack will be safe. I have made myself hard since my father and mother were killed mercilessly when I was 16. Since then I am hard on myself and that makes me where I am today and my pack too. It's of course not only me who made all this possible. I have my best friend and beta of my pack Jacob with me. He also shares the same fate with me. We are there for each other when needed. We have seen the best and worst. So we understand, comfort, and support each other. I am 23 and I am waiting for the other half, of my life, my Luna but I could not find her. I don't know whether she is dead or not born yet or the Moon goddess has forgotten to make one for me. By that time, I turn 18 if I had my mate, I should have met one but I met none though I have searched all over the world. So I believe I don't have one and even my beta has not found him but we enjoy each other's company. I am only focusing on my pack rather than finding a mate because if I have to find I would....if not then I would take the chosen mate. But I will wait till I turn 25...maybe I can find her. "Hey, man! Are you still going to wait for your mate? Let's go to a club and find someone to have a good time. It's not our fault the moon goddess did not make one for us if she had we would have got one already. Don't be old grandpa...Enjoy and live life." Jacob said "What the hell are you talking about? You go and enjoy your life don't try to force your ideas and principles on me. I am not a playboy like you, I am a good boy." I said Evan laughed and said" Really? What a shameless bastard! Let's see when you are going to rot like this! Don't regret it and tell me that I don't remind you. Bye, it's Friday man and it's my relaxing day!" "Bye J, have fun, and don't ask for help when you can't handle girls." "You don't have to dear, I am capable of that. See you!" Jacob went to the club. He usually does that on Friday. I sometimes envy his life and hate myself for having a boring life. I am already 23 but I have not touched any girls. It's a shame for a boy like me. Being an alpha I should have already gotten married and had my pups with me but I am not lucky enough for that otherwise same age I already had their luna and pups. How I wish for that. My dear half, I hope you will meet me soon!" Jasiinaa There is no road where I live and have to go through the jungle to go home. It takes one and half hours on foot. I can't afford a car, bike, or bicycle with my earnings coz I live in a small rented house. But whatever I earn is enough for me to live. As usual, I am walking home after my job and I love walking and enjoying the scenery. I was lost in nature. The jungle is big and I heard it's dangerous to walk during the night because so many wild animals like tigers, lions, wolves, and bears are found here. So it's scary at night. That's why I always walk home early right after my job is end. I am thinking of buying a bicycle with my saving very soon.