No regrets
"Are you sure you wouldn't regret this?"
The voice came from the darkness, rough and desperate.
Naomi's throat tightened. "I won't regret it."
She barely finished speaking before he pulled her onto the bed.
Everything happened so fast. His hands, hot with fever, found her in the darkness. His breathing was ragged, pained, like every movement cost him something. Naomi bit her lip to keep from crying out, her fingers clutching the sheets as he moved against her with an urgency that felt almost violent.
It hurt. God, it hurt.
She squeezed her eyes shut and thought about the tuition deadline. About the eviction notice on her dorm door. About anything except what was happening to her body right now.
Then suddenly, his weight collapsed on top of her.
His breathing slowed. Deepened.
He was unconscious.
Naomi lay there for a moment, frozen, his body still pressed against hers. Then reality crashed in and she shoved him off, gasping.
Pain shot between her legs as she stumbled out of bed. She found her clothes scattered on the floor and dressed with shaking hands, every movement making her wince. Her underwear felt damp, sticky. She didn't want to think about it.
She just wanted to leave.
Naomi grabbed her bag and limped toward the door. Each step sent sharp pains through her body, but she kept moving. She had to get out of this room, away from the unconscious stranger in the bed, away from what she'd just done.
She opened the door and nearly walked straight into someone.
A woman stood in the hallway, and Naomi's breath caught.
She was stunning. The kind of beautiful that didn't seem real, with perfect skin, designer clothes, and lips painted deep red. Her eyes swept over Naomi with cold assessment, taking in her messy hair, wrinkled clothes, and the way she was standing like something inside her had broken.
"Your business here is over," the woman said, her voice smooth and dismissive.
She held out a white envelope.
Naomi stared at it, then at the woman's flawless face. Shame burned through her chest, hot and suffocating.
"Take it," the woman said impatiently.
Naomi's hand moved on its own, snatching the envelope. The woman's lips curved into something that wasn't quite a smile before she brushed past Naomi and disappeared into the dark room, closing the door with a soft click.
Naomi stood frozen in the hallway, the envelope clutched in her trembling hands.
Before she could move, three men appeared from nowhere. Large, muscular, dressed in black suits that screamed security or worse. They didn't speak, didn't explain. One of them simply gestured toward the elevator.
It wasn't a request.
Naomi's heart hammered as they surrounded her, guiding her down the hallway. Not rough, but firm. Like they'd done this before. In the elevator, she kept her eyes on the floor, too afraid to look at them, too ashamed to look at herself in the mirrored walls.
They led her through the lobby and outside to a black van waiting at the curb.
"Get in," one of them said. The first words any of them had spoken.
Naomi climbed inside, her legs barely supporting her weight. The pain between her thighs was getting worse, a deep ache that made her want to curl up and disappear.
The van started moving. No one spoke. The men sat like statues, staring straight ahead while Naomi pressed herself against the window and watched the city blur past.
She didn't know where they were taking her. For a terrifying moment, she wondered if she'd made a mistake trusting these people, if the money in her bag would be the last thing she ever earned.
But then the van slowed down.
Naomi looked up and felt something crack inside her chest.
They were outside her school.
The door slid open. One of the men gestured for her to get out.
She stumbled onto the sidewalk, clutching her bag, and the van pulled away before she could say anything. Not that she would have. What was there to say?
Naomi stood there on the empty street as the sun started rising, painting the sky in shades of pink and gold. Students would be arriving soon. Life would go on like nothing had happened.
She looked down at the envelope in her bag, then at the school gates ahead.
She would be able to pay her tuition fees now, She can now stay, finish her degree and build the life she'd always wanted.
But the cost was written in the pain between her legs, in the shame sitting heavy on her chest, in the memory of a dark room and a stranger's feverish hands.
Naomi took a deep breath and walked through the gates.
She didn't look back.