*Damian POV* I slept like s**t last night. The anxiety from today's events has my mind going crazy. I think if it was anyone else I would be fine, but it's not. It's my little brother. Yes, Lance is his own man, but he was raised to be just like our dad. He only knows the ways of Lawrence DeLuca, not the average and normal everyday mentality. I have lost count of the times I have tried to lead him on the right path, but in the end it's become a lost cause. I crawled out of bed, and made my way into the bathroom that was attached to my room. I stood in front of the mirror, and just stared at the reflection, looking back at me. I don't recognize myself anymore. I am becoming hardened inside, and I don't like it. That's not who I am. This is not who I want to be. After this challenge is

