MALRICK I was jealous, that much couldn't be denied. This is the reason why I had always been afraid of letting Edna know about my feelings. It was because these feelings scared me even more. Possessive, obsessive, protective… Edna was a free bird, these feelings would scare her away and I won't even be able to catch her shadow. I had wanted to go gradually. Step by step, show my feelings through actions. But when I saw her interacting with another man that wasn't me, I almost lost it. I don't even understand how I had been able to tolerate living those years when she was with Colin. It might be because I knew I had no chance with her. But now that I had a chance, even though small, I became greedy. I wanted her smile all to myself, I wanted her attention, her hugs and all, all t

