Chapter One · Oath Beneath the Moon
The moon had not yet risen to its highest point, but the fortress was already ablaze with torchlight. On the watchtower, flames roared, painting the night crimson. The air carried the mingled scent of burning wood and the restless heat of beasts.
I stood quietly in the shadows, my hands folded before me, my posture demure. To the others, I looked like a pale blossom too timid to face the wind. Clan members passed by, their gazes filled with either pity or scorn. I lowered my eyes and returned a docile smile, as though I had not heard a thing.
Tonight marked the eve of the Moon Festival. In past years, this night belonged to me. The ceremonial robe, the chanting beneath the starlight, even the first drop of blood on the altar—all had been my honor.
But this year, everything was handed over to Blair.
She appeared in the firelight, her new ceremonial robe white as moonlight, cinched at the waist with silver embroidery. That gown had once been mine to wear in offering to the Moon. She walked slowly, deliberately, ensuring that everyone’s eyes lingered.
“Lilia,” she said, stopping before me with a bright smile, wine cup in hand. “I heard this robe was originally meant for you?”
She lifted her skirt so the silver thread at the hem caught the flames.
“Such a pity. Lord Max said only a young she-wolf can embody the purity of the Moon Goddess. And you are… thirty now, aren’t you?”
Laughter rippled through the crowd. Someone whispered, “She should be sensible and give way.”
I lowered my head, my smile soft and compliant, just as I always did.
“Yes,” I agreed gently, voice quiet as falling ash. “Thirty is not considered young in the pack.”
Blair’s delight deepened. Before she could add another barb, I lifted my eyes, gaze clear and unwavering.
“So, Blair, I truly hope you live long enough to reach my age.”
She faltered, uncertain, unable to parse the cool edge in my words. I had already stepped back, my posture still polite, still gentle. To outsiders I was the picture of grace; only I knew that in that instant, her composure had cracked.
I turned toward the stone steps. Firelight brushed my hands, revealing the sheen of sweat on my fingertips. When no one was watching, I drew from the hidden pocket in my sleeve a thin Echo Leaf, pressing it lightly into a c***k in the wall.
The sigils glimmered faintly, then vanished. Every laugh, every breath, every command would now be sealed in its veins.
I had long learned that gentleness kept me alive in the storm.
But knives must still be honed.
Back in my chamber, my aide Colleen was waiting, her face flushed with anger. “Lilia! That robe was yours, how dare she mock you as old in front of everyone?”
“Shh,” I soothed softly, smoothing the hair the wind had tossed about her shoulders, the way an elder sister would.
“Let her talk. The more excessive her words, the less they shine light on her, and the more they bare her teeth.”
Colleen blinked at me in confusion.
I only smiled, gentler still, and tended the candle flame. “People always pity the weak and dislike the arrogant. As long as I appear the one being bullied, I can never truly lose.”
She opened her mouth to argue, but I had already slipped off my cloak. “Rest early. Tomorrow is the Moon Festival.”
Once the door closed, my smile fell away.
I faced the mirror. The reflection staring back was quiet, soft, eyes lowered. That face was a veil—fine, delicate, and concealing every blade beneath.
Max had grown tired of me, I knew. For five years I had been his most obedient wolf, the docile she-wolf he paraded about. He liked me pliant because it cost him nothing.
But he forgot: no one stays obedient forever. Especially not me.
I did not need to rip the mask away. All I had to do was wait—wait until he handed me the chance with his own hand.
Blair thought stealing my robe was her triumph. She had no idea she had stepped onto the blade.
From a box I drew out the Echo Leaf, its veins cool beneath my fingers. That chill sharpened the ice in my heart.
“Thank you, Blair,” I whispered. “Tonight’s laughter—I will make sure the entire pack hears it clearly.”
Outside, moonlight poured down, pale and cold. I raised my eyes to it and bowed deeply.
Grant me patience, grant me clarity.
I did not ask the Moon to shield me. I asked only that it illuminate the knife in my hand.