Sovereignty in the Making
These past years had been one heck of a chaotic experience. I nearly gave up on myself and thought there was no way to heal from all the trials and tribulations that many of us had to endure. The fact of the matter is that my healing journey started off as if I was just going on a vacation away from reality. Little did I know, the truth is the universe does lead us to where we need to be.
Life began to unfold in multiple ways as challenges arise and perceptions from the individuals around me caused challenges. I realized how I chose to react triggered my past trauma that I buried deep in my soul. I recognized the way I acted was definitely my ego that needed to release and surrender what pained me. I got broken down to the point of suicidal ideation. That made me realize how much I actually held in over the years. Even through the hours of seeking therapy on speaking with many different types of psychologist psychiatrist, hypnotherapist, drug counseling, you name it, it still was not enough to truly address what caused a lot of pain and trauma in my life. Now that I have been separated from my children and had no home, it has been an eye-opener to see how blessed I am.
I have this opportunity to get to know my true authentic self by being isolated from the world where I was too busy with just trying to survive day by day for my family. It wasn't really living if you asked me. The main criteria of everyday was the routine of making money to support the desires I wanted to fulfill. It was temporarily joyful being able to buy anything, but what I found more intimate and genuine was the moments of spending time with my family and friends.
I strive to live in a righteous free world with enlightenment surrounding me. I reclaim my sovereignty of my heart and spirit, establishing clear and untouchable boundaries against any negativity and harm. Divine Source, Universe, God, Higher Powers that watch over me, I come before you now with a clear and resolute intention. I ask for your divine intervention to completely and permanently cancel and remove any and all evil or malicious intentions, thoughts, and energies that may be directed towards me, whether known or unknown. I pray that these negative intentions are immediately nullified, rendered powerless, and returned to their source, cleansed and transmuted into light and understanding. I ask that any energetic connections or cords attached to these harmful thoughts be severed completely, leaving me free and clear. Surround me now with an impenetrable shield of your divine light and protection, a barrier that no darkness or malice can penetrate. Fill my being and my surroundings with your pure, loving energy, a force so potent that negativity cannot exist within it. I declare that I am safe, I am protected, and I am sovereign in my own energy. Any evil or malicious intent has no power over me and no place in my reality. I release any fear or concern about these negative energies, trusting in your divine power to safeguard me. Thank you for your unwavering protection, for the clarity and strength you provide, and for the peace that comes from knowing I am surrounded by your love and light. May all negativity be dissolved and may only goodness and well-being flow into my life. With the power of the blood of Jesus Christ, amen.