CHAPTER 51
Thus, my double life began. Again. Peter and I were fighting week after week against our respective commitments to be together for a few hours. A whole day if we were lucky. In those cases, I considered myself the luckiest woman in the world. He never told me again he loved me. And I didn’t say it to him. Maybe by tacit agreement. If we had declared ourselves looking into each other eyes, we wouldn’t have had the strength to say goodbye every time. It would have broken my heart to leave him to return to my other life.
He had not asked me anymore to separate from Geoff. He knew that my marriage was now only a formality. After all, it had been from the beginning. I had to marry Geoff, he had waited for me for so long and forgave me so much. For a few years I had deluded myself t
