CHAPTER 50 A few days later I received an e-mail from Gregor Jackman with an ultimatum. Take it or leave it. My feelings were not enough, the conversation with my mother was not enough. With the pressure I was under, that’s all I needed, Gregor Jackman… A man I despised both personally and professionally, but who offered me a unique possibility, an escape. He offered me London on a silver platter. And for the umpteenth time in my life on one side there was the heart, on the other the reason. On one side the desire to see Peter again, on the other the responsibility towards my husband and my children. I opened and closed the e-mail a number of times. I started writing my reply and then erased everything. If I talked to Geoff it would result in a discussion in which he ordered me to refuse

