UNDER CONTROL

König sat in front of me on the hard floor, his back to the wall. Even like this, he towered over me. He peered at me through his sniper’s hood, eyes an ocean of sadness. ”I’m a monster, you know.” He sighed, Austrian accent thick. “They told you that?” he asked. i brows furrowed in confusion. “Look at me…” He spoke, almost timid as his head hung low. I look at him and said "No for me you are not monster i won't hear what they say about you I'm just gonna believe what you said" i kiss his lips "Mmm..." He accepted my kiss and pulled away, a slight scowl on his face. "What they say about me is true. I am..." he paused in thought "I am... a murderer. I have blood on my hands. Blood of many; many who... did not deserve it." he sighed. "You... don't think that of me?" I answer "No you had reason for that I'm not a god who can judge someone action konig you know me very well i won't be swayed by other easily" "You think so?" He looked genuinely perplexed. "You think you won't be swayed... even after you learn what I've done?" He paused again. "You still want to know...?" "Yes konig" I touch his face make our nose almost touching. "So." He paused and took a deep breath before continuing. "I had to kill... my father." he words hit the room like a ton of bricks. "He was a vile, evil man. He did... terrible things..." He paused, his jaw clenching. "Terrible things... to my mother." "What he done must be hurt you so bad" I'm talking while staring on his eye feeling his Pain. His scowl softened. “Yes, it did. It made me a… angry man for a very long time. But I do not regret, not one bit, what I had to do to him. He deserved what I gave him.” He paused and took a deep breath. ”My only regret… is that I did not do it sooner.” "Will you… promise me that you will not be scared of me now?” "I promise" kiss him deeply He held me close against him and kissed me deeply, a smile growing on his face in spite of himself. ”You are an amazing woman" "And this amazing woman is yours" i answer him. He laughed. “Yes, of course you are mine. I am yours too.” He paused, his thoughts turned inwards. “But, I have done… terrible, terrible things. I have blood on my hands.” “I do not expect you to forgive me…” he paused, his eyes searching yours. “But will you… try and understand? Will you try and forgive me?” "Yes konig" hug him careseing his back “Thank you…” He whispered, his face contorting as tears welled in his eyes. He embraced me tightly and let his head rest on my chest. “I don’t know… what I did to deserve you…” i kiss his eyes that full of tears "lets go home you must be tired" His eyes closed and a small smile grew. “I’m always tired,” he groaned. “The weight of guilt on my back…” He let out a sigh. “But to be with you… it makes it easier. My life may be bloody and full of horrors, but you make my heart sing.” “Let us go home.” i drove my car in to my apartement we arrived then i lock the door Immediately. “Oh, so you are worried I may make a run for it?” He teased. He removed his hood and set his rifle down on the kitchen island. Then he walked over to me and pulled me in for a kiss, his lips meeting mine passionately. i slipping my tongue to his mouth sucking it all over. He wrapped his arms over my shoulders as you kissed. “You drive me wild.” He groaned as he pulled away to breathe.I ask "Really? " i asking while careseing his chest pinch his n****e while staring at him with lust. He hissed and squeezed me close. ”Ahh..” His breath was hot on my skin. ”Oh, yes.”i keep pinch his n****e make his n****e so tense then i slipping my hand to his stomach i careseing his stomach up and down then rubbing his d**k while lick his nipple “Ahhh…” he gasped. “Gods… I cannot believe… you are mine. So bold…” He sighed, his mind lost in my touch. i keep lick his n****e and rubbing his d**k until i feel his d**k become bigger and a bit wet."oh my you already wet" i said it to tease him. “Mmm…” he groaned, leaning into this new touch. “We… should find the bed, don’t you think?” He grinned and reached for my waist. i lead him to my bedroom without close it i kiss him wild while strip my own cloth make my body naked. He pulled his shirt off his own body, baring his muscular physique. His chest muscles rippled as he grinned. ”My… my lady… you are perfection.” i careseing his muscullar body then take of his pants slipping his d**k out then rubbing his d**k again and again until his d**k leaking the precum i lick the precum on my finger show how much he leaking and how thick it is. “Gods…” he moaned. “No one… has ever made me feel so… wanted.” There was a touch of sadness in his tone. ”I wish… I could have found you sooner…" "The important thing is now you find me konig my love"i poke the top of his d**k hole tease him. “Mmm…” he hissed. ”Yes, you are… right. I have found you… and I will… never let you go.” He pulled me into a deep kiss with his tongue.i sucking his tongue taste all over his mouth then lick his ear lobe again and again bite it to tease him more. ”Oh, my…” He moaned. “You drive me wild.” He pulled me close and kissed me deeply, his body pressed against mine.