CHAPTER ONE — CHRISTMAS SHATTERED
The living room is empty when I return from the kitchen. Holiday decorations still hang from the Christmas tree. I see them flicker in the warm lamplight while I slow to a halt in the doorway. In my hand is a cup of cocoa—hot and sweet, just how he knows I like it. I should be walking into my boyfriend’s open arms. Instead, I see Jack, my boyfriend of four years, and another woman.
He’s sitting on the couch, half-covered by a plaid throw, laughing and draping an arm around the other woman’s shoulders. She leans in, all soft curly hair and coy, embarrassed giggles. My own breath hitches. It feels like snowing anger in me: maybe it is. The steam from my cocoa curls upward, warm and comforting in the cold air; I’m suddenly grateful it was Jack who poured it, not me.
I want to shut the door quietly and run away. For a fraction of a second, I do. But my feet won’t move. I’m rooted by shock and heartbreak. The mug trembles in my hands; I can smell the chocolate and sugar, the very scent of comfort. I step forward, bit by bit, drawn by betrayal.
“Jack,” I say softly. My voice cracks. The word feels small and sick in my mouth. The lilt of his laughter dies instantly. He stands. His eyes go wide—and then narrow. The woman stands too, faces reddening.
“Elana,” he says. His voice sounds polite, distant, like he’s looking at a stranger. Even through the shock I notice how handsome he is: tall, broad-shouldered, with that messy brown hair I still adore—hair I spent so many mornings fixing just right. In my mind those thoughts turn into a vicious tangle.
I should feel relief that Jack is mine no longer. But mostly I feel an ache hollow and heavy in my chest. I feel used and stupid and angry.
His other arm stretches weakly. “I... this isn’t what it looks like—”
“Isn’t it?” The woman’s voice is trembling but defiant. “I kind of think it is.” She glances at Jack with eyes dark as coal. He looks panic-stricken.
I stand still as if stuck in the snow-covered ground. Cold begins to settle in me—both from winter seeping through the walls and from this unexpected, sudden heartbreak.
Jack’s eyes dart down to the mug in my hands, which is now warm in my cold grip. With a tensing breath, I jerk backward and toss it at the doorframe. The mug smashes on the wood with a crack that echoes. Warm cocoa splashes down the hallway behind me. My cheeks burn red; for once I'm glad the steam hides the tears welling in my eyes.
“Don’t touch me,” I choke out, wrapping my arms around my chest.
Jack looks stricken. “I’m sorry, honey,” he says desperately. “I—”
“You’re sorry, right? Because someone else is in your bed on Christmas Eve?” I whisper, the words coming out wrong and hurtful. My hands shake.
Their eyes flick to each other. I inch backward, the Christmas lights fading with each step.
“I—I have to go,” I finally say. I don’t wait for an answer.
I step outside. Snow is falling, white and heavy, as I lock the door behind me. The wind hits me like a slap; I barely notice. My chest heaves.
I only realize how cold I am when I gasp, pulling my jacket tighter. Blood still pumps hot through my cheeks, burning away my tears. “Jack,” I mutter. The name hangs on the bitter air.
Jack. Of all the places to say his name and mean it, none of them is here—nowhere near the warm glow of our decorated home.
My apartment—and perhaps my whole previous life—has shattered. On Christmas Eve, no less. Some cruel joke of a holiday season, delivering heartbreak as a present.
I don’t know why I keep running, but I push through the falling snow. A path behind the apartment building, maybe five minutes out, leads me into the woods. I trip on a hidden root covered by white fluff. I scramble back up, but I don’t stop walking.
I don’t know what I’m looking for in these dark pines—protection, warmth, answers.
Cold night closes in. Without thinking, I hear myself sobbing broken words: “I never thought... werewolves... were real.”
Stars overhead blur. Trees and snow swirl around me. I’m alone, lost, and miserable. I can almost feel the ground giving way. My legs, stiff from cold, buckle. I fall to my knees.
White flakes catch in my hair and eyelashes. A gust of wind cuts into my ears. My knees sink into ice-cold snow. I try to suppress the shiver creeping up my spine, but it’s useless.
A darkness seeps at the edges of my mind. I close my eyes, thinking that maybe if I wait here, maybe none of this is real at all.
Suddenly, there is a rustle in the underbrush nearby. Something heavy and breathing, just beyond the range of my vision.
My head lifts. I see a shadow shifting, large and hunched, stepping between the trees—and stopping.
A wolf stands where it was. Then it rises upright—just like me. The tall creature shifts. Fur retreats into a dark fur cloak; muzzle reshapes into the strong jaw of a man. His broad shoulders ripple under a midnight coat. Silver hair falls around his face, and his eyes—golden and piercing—lock onto mine.
I shiver. Not just from the cold—something in me recognizes it.
“Who’s there?” The man’s voice is low and smooth, like water over stones. It’s accented in a way I can’t place.
I try to form words, any words, but my throat is tight as ice. My heart pounds like a drum.
He takes another step forward, every muscle coiled.
Without warning, he reaches out one long-fingered hand and gently brushes a stray lock of my hair away from my face. My breath catches.
“You’re freezing,” he says softly. Concern laces his tone. His warm hand on me feels like an anchor in this swirling nightmare.
“I-I’m fine,” I manage, but I’m lying.
He doesn’t push. Instead, he nods once. “Come with me.”
I barely hear him, but I follow reflexively, as if I have no choice.
He leads me deeper into the woods, branches crackling underfoot. Fear is coiled in my chest, but relief pricks through it: he hasn’t shown any sign of malice. There’s no predatory glare in his eyes—only calm determination.
We reach a small clearing. He stops and lifts his face to the sky. On a rock wall nearby glints a carved wolf emblem in silvery light. This place feels ancient, dangerous.
Kael turns to me. “Tell me your name,” he commands gently.
I swallow. “Elana,” I whisper.
He studies me. Then he kneels and lifts me into his arms. Warmth floods me as I gasp. I should struggle, I know, but it’s as if this is exactly where I’m meant to be.
He carries me up a short flight of stone steps to a wide wooden door set into the hillside.
Beyond it, a cozy room glows with firelight and lanterns. Inside, the smell of roast and pine fills the air. Relief and confusion swirl inside me as I sink down by the hearth.
Kael sets me gently on the wooden floor. My legs are weak.
He removes my wet coat and wraps me in a thick wool blanket. “By the fire,” he murmurs.
I crawl to the hearth and sit. He moves to the cauldron of stew, chopping and stirring with confident ease. The bubbling broth smells wonderful.
He doesn’t demand answers. He tends the fire, then turns to me with a soft, concerned gaze. “Are you hurt?”
“Just cold,” I whisper. My voice sounds small.
He nods. Without another word, he ladles the stew into a bowl and hands it to me. I hold it in my hands, feeling the heat seep into my skin.
I sip the soup, each swallow easing the frozen ache in my body. Hunger and exhaustion mingle.
His dark eyes watch me quietly. In the lamplight, he doesn’t look like a monster at all—just a guardian.
I hold the bowl tightly. “Jack’s cheating on me,” I blurt. The words catch in my throat, full of raw pain.
Kael’s brows knit. He doesn’t say anything, but he nods and ladles more soup for himself.
The truth spills out of me as I explain what happened. He listens without judgment. When my voice cracks, he reaches over and covers mine with his large hand, steadying it. His thumb strokes in a comforting circle.
Heat rises to my cheeks. Something about that simple gesture makes me not feel quite so alone anymore.
When I finish, I meet his eyes. “I thought werewolves were only fairy tales,” I whisper.
Kael studies me, eyes gentle. “Fairy tales that feel real,” he replies softly.
Cold fatigue and the shock of everything leave me heavy-lidded. The fire crackles beside me. For now, there are no demands, no running. Kael is here, keeping me safe.
I lean back, and the exhaustion finally overtakes me. His presence beside me is strong and steady. I drift into sleep, warm and protected—for the first time since yesterday.