Hannah I’m not sure what had come over me. I was mad at them, mad at them for everything and then that damn dream had hit me and all I wanted was to be close to them. No not a dream. A nightmare. One that was so vivid it left me sweating and crying. I had woken up with their eyes around me, comforting and secure. I was safe but I just couldn’t shake the remnants of that dream. It felt to real, somehow like a premonition. I needed their closeness to chase away the lingering dread that had gripped my heart. I wanted them in a way that was more primal than any of our other times together. I wanted them inside of me. There was a moment of doubt, a small part of my brain that screamed “What the hell are you doing” then Julian’s lips found my n****e and I lost the ability to think straight

