Julian
I was the luckiest man alive.
And the most selfish.
Watching Hannah sleep was like a dream come true, but I knew I was being selfish. Putting my own wants and needs above hers. Being with us had caused her nothing but pain and heart ache and yet here she was nestled between the two of us, her blonde lashes fluttering against her cheek as she dreamt. She was playing little spoon to Alexanders big spoon, my twins arm flung over her hip under the white sheets. Both of them were fast asleep, lost to a dream world where I hoped things were easier for us all.
Things would never be easy for us in the real world. She would be in danger forever because I was to weak to let her go and to selfish to ever want to. She deserved better, so much better than the life we could give her.
Yeah, I
