Chapter 4: All my life I've been a good girl… But tonight, I don't wanna be her
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We started eating and I could say from his looks he was getting desperate.
“Why do you act like you are trying hard to prevent me from getting inside you?” He asked.
“You really think so? If I am going to lose my virginity to a stranger, I have to take care of some things”
“Like?”
“We are never going to meet again. Because I don't want to repeat this again and again”
“You can only lose your virginity once” he rolled his eyes.
“You know what I am talking about. You can't expect anything further from me”
“Usually when women lose their virginity to one man, they want to spend their life forever with them. You are weird”
“Because I am not going to fall in love with you” I was stating statements like it's going to be more than just one night stand.
“Aren't you too quick to judge already?”
“No”
“Okay”
“Yes, I am young, and I have my s****l needs too. And one time is enough to decide if I want to choose s*x over m**********n”
“You are really weird. Okay. What more?”
“Tell me about yourself. I need to know at least something about you. Do you have any diseases?”
“I have condoms”
“You know that's not enough preventive for STDs”
“No. I'm totally fit. No disease apart from anger issues. But don't worry about that. I won't hurt you”
“That one thing is enough not to date you ever” I said finishing my food
“Yes, and?”
“Do you have any girlfriend?” I don't know why I asked that. When I was the one to prevent us from going to private questions.
“No. Obviously. Girls are scared of me” he said, setting aside the pizza boxes and standing in front of me.
“I should take notes then. How scary are you?”
“I involve Myself in fights sometimes”
“Yeah, I saw”
“I don't hurt women but it's normal to get afraid of someone who gets into fights, who has good money to cover things up” he said and I thought should I give a second thought after hearing this? He sounds dangerous and kinky at the same time
“So, if you murder me tonight…. No one will ever find me again?” I said slowly, in a very low voice.
“Why would I murder you when I can do so much with you?” he said, stepping a little closer to me. He put his left arm on my cheek and I got a shiver on my body. I could feel goosebumps all over me.
“Why are you nervous?” He sounded so sexy.
“I have never been touched before… like this,” I said looking at his eyes. He put both his hands on my face and started caressing my cheeks. I don't remember what happened to me, I started licking my lips, breathing fast, rubbing my thighs.
He got onto my bed with me, pressing his lips on mine, my breathing got fast, I started panting already. He got a grip of my waist and neck while kissing me, I kissed him back, he pushed his tongue inside my mouth, I felt a little uncomfortable, I bit his lips. I felt his hands trying to pull out my t-shirt. I reached for the switch board to turn off the lights. There was no way I was going to let him watch me naked.
“Don't you want me to watch your body crave for me?”
“You don't need to watch it; it's already craving for you” I said and he immediately pulled off my t-shirt. I was wearing a sports bra inside; he didn't take a minute to unbutton the hooks. I was breathing so heavily. I started to undress him, but his t-shirt was too tight. He helped himself and pulled it out. I touched his chest and it was perfectly built. How could anyone not want him?
He made me sit on his lap while he took my n*****s inside his mouth and I could already feel myself in heaven. He grabbed my back and pushed his head on my chest. I could feel myself all wet underneath. He is really good at what he claims.
“Your body is so seductive” he whispered. I scratch his back while panting.
I could feel him so Rock Hard inside his pants. I have never felt any d**k before. My hands were purposely going there, and he knew I wanted it.
“You want to touch it?” He whispered. I couldn't reply to anything. He put me down and I could hear him unzipping his jeans. I could hardly see anything in the dark. He took my hand and led me to something really wet and sticky.
“You made me drip so much already girl.” He said and I was still speechless. He pulled my yoga pants, and my underwear. He touched me between my legs and I couldn't stop rubbing my thighs.
“Will you mind if I ruin your pretty cream coloured bed sheet with your red?” He said and I could hear him wearing the condom.
“I won't bleed…” I said and he stayed silent. “I broke my hymen a long ago while m**********g,” I clarified.
“Ohh… then I don't see any problem” he said and the next moment he pushed me away on the bed, getting over me, pushing his heavy body on me.
“I promise. You won't regret this” he said, spreading my thighs and pushing his hard metal like d**k inside me. I escaped a moan but he shut my mouth with his hands. I failed to breathe. He pushed himself inside me. I wanted to moan out loud. He increased his speedy. f*****g me insanely. He is really good at this. I could feel myself draining all my juices. He bite my neck while f*****g me. I pulled his hand away to get a good breath. “Faster” I moaned and I saw him getting encouraged.
“You are amazing” he said in my ears.
“You are going make me c*m” I said feeling getting towards the climax
“Already? I just got started dear.”
“I can't control. You are making me lose it” I said and he started pounding on my bed. I have never felt anything like this. All the years of m**********n but this feels so different.
And then I could feel myself in the peak of o****m and in a second I felt draining everything. I knew I had ended. He was still f*****g me hard.
“I'm done. I'm done” I said and he stopped.
“Wonderful. It's my turn now. Get on your knees”
“No”
“What?” He sounded confused.
“You're not going to come all over me nor I'm going to take it in my mouth. It's gross” I said and hoped he doesn't kill me for this”
“You have to make me get to my c****x, girl. I'm not ending without getting my o****m” he said and for a flicker of a second, I wondered If he was going to hurt me.
“I can use my hands” I said, being a bit scared.
“It will work”
“I don't want to make a mess here. Come with me to the washroom.”
We got into the washroom without turning on the lights. I stroked his d**k; he helped me learn how to do it properly. And then I knew when he shot. I didn't want to watch anything. It's still gross. I just hoped I didn't disappoint him and he would leave me alive.
“How about a hot shower?” He asked and I wasn't going to deny him this now. I nodded and turned on the hot shower.
“You know, you were really good for a first timer” he said while we stood under the shower and he bathed me.
“Really?” I asked as I was expecting the complete opposite.
“Yeah. Apart from the gross word, I liked how you behaved. You will learn after a few more times” he said and I stood silent.
After coming out of the shower he led me to the bed without getting dressed. He lay down beside me turning on the dim light. As I was covered in a blanket I didn't mind the little light. I saw his face. He was looking so hot after s*x. I blushed a little. He noticed.
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