The mistake

Ron As I opened the front door the dark and empty common space greeted me coldly. I didnt expect the old warm and wild greeting, but I hadn't been used to the change yet. This was depressing and I’m doing awaful. I wished to be greeted like that just one more time. Previously, my girlfriend Sarah would get to home before I could. She would kiss my forehead and ask me if I wanted to have her homemade cookies as I would help myself inside the house. After, we would either take a shower together or just directly hit the bed, turn the television on ,Netflix and Chill. But we don't do that anymore. Thats because Sarah broke up with me about 2 months ago. I do miss everything we did together as a couple but what hurts the most is that she's completely over me and I'm nowhere near to moving forward from and without her. And the reason of breakup, a 17 year old individual. According to what Sarah said, she was cheating on me. With that 17 year old. She told me his was kevin Basilton. Sarah was helping Kevin study. She had amazing grades when in uni. It was right away decided that she would be tutoring that boy when Mr Basilton got to know about Sarah’s scores and achievements. He is a businessman after all so we both thought that I would be good to take on the offer. But if I had known then that this would push Sarah away from me, to the extent where she’d end everything with me like this, then I would’ve never supported, or even , allowed it. Never. Sarah Kevin. Kevin. Kevin . Ahh that name. It exictes me to the point where my heart is unable to take it and feels like its about to explode . He is 4 years younger then me but it only makes it better. At first I was only helping him study, but then something happened. I began to like him. Like like him. We started growing close. Really close. We talked about things off topic. And those things , oh they were dangerous. Poems about love. I dont really understand what they. But he liked reading them, and I liked him. It was OK. I was OK. With this and all. But my fate changed. Everything changed. That night. The night me and Kevin made love. At the beganing I resisted, asked him to stop. But he wouldn't. And before I knew it I was kissing him back. I loved it. Lost in his tongue, I , without consciousness, made a fist with in his hair and as he took me by my waist, the kiss became more passionate. The night we made out. We made out till the sun was back in the sky. This is where it all began. Slowly I found myself drawn to this, this unknown hide and seek student- teacher experiences, also started enjoying his gental touches during our study session. After about 3 weeks I realized that I was in love with him. I lied to my boyfriend about working nightshifts while I actually spend with him. Both me and Kevin liked each other very much but Ron seemed to be a barrier between us. So I went up to him and spilled all the beans. I cut off ties with the man I was with for the past 3 years for this 19 years old whome I just met. It was surprising. I found out that life can do weird things to you. But I seem to enjoy this weird.