Yes, he was tired, tired of living in constant fear. Fear of failing in life, fear of eventually losing Emilie, fear of losing his job two and a half weeks from now at the end of his extended probation period, fear of reliving the uncertainty of his childhood and teens. His reality was filled with fear and fear seemed to run his life and he was just sick and tired of it.
He thought about his conversation with Salum. Yes, he wanted to better his life and live it fully but what could he do now?
Salum had ten acres and seven years to put himself in the enviable position he was in right now. What can I possibly do, put fear into customers for them to subscribe to our services so that I could save my job?
The fact that Salum’s life was about to change drastically, actually made him feel slig
