Chapter 6
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"Can you f*****g stop crying?" Mr. Rougendeitz's irritated voice broke the deafening silence
"I-I'm sorry, can't help it.. I'm leaving my hometown and I still don't get why those people tried to harm us." I said while trying to suppress another tear
"And you think crying will fix things? tears won't kill those bastards who tried to kill you" is he serious? why is it so easy for him to mention killing someone
"I'm really sorry, crying really calms me down" since I was a kid, I always cry whenever I'm upset because it makes me calm.
"calming my ass.....
your eyes are puffy" he said then crossed his arms on his chest then looked outside the window
my eyes are puffy? was I crying that long?
"but.... you're cute though" his body stiffed after saying those as if he just realized something
I'm cute even with puffy eyes?
I can feel it, my cheecks are flushed. did the weather changed? it suddenly became hot in here, goodness why?
"anyways, forget it" his cold voice filled the air.
forget it? why?
"You d**k, did you just said Raienne is cute with those puffy red eyes?" Allen looks amuzed while saying those words
"shut it and do your work you s**t, I have my gun with me, keep that in mind"
he got a gun with him?
"y-you g-got a g-gun?" goodness, why am I stuttering?
"yeah, no more questions and forget what I told you before. its.... a mistake"
a mistake? complimenting me was a mistake?
"o-okay"
why do I sounded like I was dissapointed? or maybe I am.
yes, I'm honestly disappointed because I believed him.
The defeating silence once again filled the air and it makes me uncomfortable, I never experienced a situation like this, everyone is silent like they have their own world.
I closed my eyes and prepared my self for a new atmosphere, everything will be foreign to me
"where here" Allen's voice made my heart race. so this is it? this is Barcelona?
I never went here even once, I was so busy teaching the kids and learning new things. Fr. Lucas kept on saying I need to explore and give time for myself but I chose to read scriptures and help the church. Maybe Fr. Lucas was right after all, I need to explore and give some time for myself
"aren't you going down?"
"I'm sorry Mr. Rougendeitz, I was just thinking something" it was embarrassing, I was busy thinking about giving time for myself and I totally forgot about going down from the chopper. I can't see Allen so I assumed that he left already and its only the two of us here
"You will stay with me for the mean time, we'll stay on my penthouse. Now be a good kitten and follow me" Mr. Rougendeitz said with a commanding tone while walking away from the chopper. I need to ask him something so I ran towards him
"uhh, Mr. Rougendeitz would you mind if I ask where are we? I mean..."
I didn't continue what I was going to say because he's so close to me, our body are almost touching and his face is just inches away from mine. I can even smell his breathe, its mint.
why did he suddenly faced me? look how awkward our position is
his face is blank, I can't tell what he's thinking while me, I'm pretty sure that my face is red as a tomato
I'm blushing.
are we going to stay like this for a few more minute? are we going to stare at each other more? my fantasies won't take me anywhere so I said the most unreasonable excuse that I thought would be effective...
"m-my feet hurts, I forgot to put my flip-flops on" its true, my feet is wounded because of the shattered glass I stepped into and I've been suppressing the pain for more than an hour now.
He looked down and I saw the corner of his lips slightly rose up,
did he smiled?
"I see, you're not wearing any flip-flop all this time." he turned his back from me and started walking away
I stood where I was while watching him walking away but he suddenly paused and truned his back to me.
"aren't you supposed to follow me downstairs?" he frowned
"I-I can't walk, my feet hurts" my wounds hurt even more compared before
I thought he would leave but he walked towards me and carried me in his arms. he carried me in a bridal style
there, I felt it again, the thump in my heart and I know the reason why. Is this the time Mother Ofelia kept on telling me? the time when I'll have to find someone who will be with me? is this the right time or not?
am I falling? or maybe I'm starting to have a crush on him?
What's wrong with this woman? she got her feet wounded but remained silent from Montserrat all the way here. was she crying because of her wounds? I don't usually f*****g care about someone, I don't give a f**k but why the hell I'm doing this s**t? I can just leave her alone and order someone to pick her up but why did I carried her anyway? I'm so f*****g f****d up, this is f*****g crazy.
I looked down to see this cussing-allergic woman's face but I caught her starting at me but she looked down like an embarrassed kitten after meeting my gaze.
what now? is my face ugly? what the f**k?
this woman, she's making me
.... feel something I don't f*****g know
"were here" he said then put me down on the couch
"t-thank you Mr. Rougendeitz" I said then looked down again. I can't even meet his eyes, it makes me feel foreign emotions.
"Don't call me Mr. Rougendeitz, its f*****g irritating. Call me Hades"
"then thank you so much for everything.... Hades" I said then smiled sweetly.
I'm really thankful to him, for saving me and for letting me stay here.
That smile, don't use that sugarcoated smile to melt me you cussing-allergic woman
I'm f*****g melting because of a f*****g smile
"and Hades? please don't cuss" then she smile again
fuck. maybe I'll try to filter my mouth... only for her...
- Writer
