Hades cleaned my wounds after putting me down on the couch. He was so gentle while cleaning my wounds awhile ago, it was like I'm a breakable glass but I won't assume things though.
He's in the kitchen now, I think he's doing something while I'm still sitting in the couch. What will happen next?
I'm hungry...
*ding dong*
"Hades, someone is outside" I called him instead because I can't walk to the door
Hades opened the door and it was a delivery boy, what did he ordered? I just hope its food, I'm so hungry. He signed something before closing the door then he went to the kitchen but came back after a few minutes
"let's eat" he said then carried me to the kitchen
"thank you" I said as he put me down on the chair
He sat on the opposite chair in front of me then started eating but I stopped him
"let us pray first" I smiled
doesn't he know the rule that we need to pray before eating?
"what the f**k?" he's cussing again. Didn't I told him not to cuss?
"no cussing alright? now, let us pray. Almighty God, thank you for these food, thank you for providing them to us. May you sanctify them for our daily strength and bless those hands who prepared these food. May you show them your grace and mercy, Amen." I smiled as I opened my eyes but I caught Hades looking intently at me
why is he looking that way?
"Are you doing this praying thing every time you eat? You can just say Thank you, Amen. Simple right"
is it his hobby to speak in a sarcastic way every time? well, I'll make my self use it now I guess.
"yup, I always pray before eating even if its just a snack. You know, people like us must say thank you to God in every success we made. He's the reason why we made it"
"why should I f*****g thank someone for my success, I did it with my own hands after all."
"no, you're wrong Hades. God is the reason behind your success" I smiled then started to dig in
"You don't know what I'm capable of little kitten. You might end up regretting what you said after knowing the real me. Now, lets make things clear, you'll stay here with me for the mean time but you have to know your limit. Don't enter my room most especially the room on your left. Don't disobey me because you'll be severely punished, are we clear?"
"yup, I won't disobey you" I smiled
"and one more thing....... don't always smile" he irritatingly commented
"I'm sorry, are you irritated because ofmy smile? I always smile when I'm talking. That's what they taught me in the church" I said then looked down
"fine then, smiled anytime you want"
then that's it, silence again. I'm so unsure if staying with him is the best idea, he's so silent, cold and dangerous.
I let out a deep breath and continue eating, I'm overthinking again.
After our late dinner, he carried me to my room upstairs.
"this is your room, mine's on the right side" he said as he carelessly put me down and started walking away
Ouch! my feet
I felt the pain on my feet because he didn't put me on my bed, he let me stand beside my bed instead, maybe he forgot that about my wounded feet
Maybe I can walk towards my bed, its just one step away from where I stand
"Hades my feet.." I lost my balance because I was trying to walk to my bed so I grabbed his arm to support me but
"ahhh!!" I screamed as we fell down on my bed
Oh no, no no no. This... this can't be happening, my... my long preserved first kiss
its... gone
Hades is on top of me and his lips is still locked on mine, though its just a peck but.... but still, its considered as kiss. Both of us never dared to move, I'm so shocked and so is he. He just stared at me with wide open eyes.
What now? How are we going to escape this situation? I was about to push him but he cupped my face as he started kissing me passionately
Hades. Hades is kissing me passionately!
Oh no! I remained stiff with my eyes wide open because of my shock and my heart..... my heart is beating so fast! He might even hear my heart beat
what... what am I gonna do?
Hades suddenly stilled then opened his eyes as if he was hit by a lightning and seconds later I just heard my door closed with a loud bang.
I'm still shocked but I found my hand holding my lips. The image of Hades kissing me once again played in my mind and I know that my face is as red as an overriped tomato.
"Hades.... he kissed me"
I preseverved my first kiss for the man I'm going to marry but why did it ended up like this?
Goodness, I'm so shameless!
"f*****g f**k! damn it! what the hell did I f*****g do"
why the hell did I kissed her? I kissed countless of women already but why did it felt different when I kissed Raienne? It feels f*****g good and amazing. Its just a f*****g kiss but why the f**k I'm so turned on?! I need a f*****g cold shower
Its a good thing that I wasn't burned when I kissed her soft lips,
those f*****g luscious soft lips...
damn it! I'm housing a huge bonner and I need to f*****g release this s**t before I'll go insane. That woman, why did she have this f*****g weird effect on me? I need to figure this s**t out before that woman destroy my wall
How am I suppose to face Hades tomorrow? It will be too awkward because of what happened and besides I'm too embarrassed.
My mind is filled with many thoughts as I closed my eyes and let the darkness consume my vision
goodnight Hades