No. I am off-limits.
"You know my thing for you, Alex. Gusto kitang ikama."
I felt myself throb. Muli ko siyang inirapan.
"You reek of s*x. Ang baho kaya maligo ka muna."
"May naisulat ka? Let me read it," he said instead.
Akma siyang papasok sa loob nang hinarangan ko siya. I tried not to touch his chest to push him away.
"Wala! Wala pa..."
His brow shot up. Puno ng pagdududa siyang tumingin sa akin.
"Well? Anong ginawa mo habang may milagro sa kuwarto ko? Were you listening?"
"I was listening to music! Ang ingay niyo pati."
"Can I check?"
"Check what?"
"The proof if you weren't really listening. I would know..."
Bumaba ang tingin niya sa dibdib ko. I swallowed hard under his intense gaze. Suot ko naman ang pantulog ko pero pakiramdam ko ay hubad ako sa paraan ng pagtitig niya.
"Tumigil ka nga," suway ko.
He smirked at me. "Wala pa akong ginagawa, pinapatigil mo na agad ako."
"Cole, I'm warning you."
Napaatras ako nang lalo siyang lumapit. He's completely inside my room now and my mind can't stop the images flashing inside my head. Us, making out. The scene where he would pin me behind my door as he kisses me rough, dominating me in any way possible.
I buried them deep inside me. Hindi dapat iyon ang iniisip ko habang narito siya sa loob ng silid ko.
Pumunta siya sa study table ko. Naka-open pa ang laptop ko roon. My eyes widened in fraction when I remember that I watched rated x earlier! Hindi ko pa nae-exit ang tab!
Hinarangan ko iyon bago pa siya makalapit. He stopped, then looked at me. His eyes lorded mine and it goes down, it halted on my chest, before it went down more. Nakaramdam ako ng init sa titig niya.
Saka niya lang ako binalingan ulit matapos niyang pagmasdan ang kabuuan ko.
"Wala ka pa naman naisusulat. Why are so afraid? Let me see."
"Iyon na nga..." I swallowed the leap in my throat. "Wala pa ako nasusulat kaya wala ka pang mababasa ni isa. So please, get out of my room."
He tilted his head. A ghost of a smile is hiding on his reddish lips. Mapaglaro iyong nakamata sa akin, nagdududa at... mapagpantasya.
Cole... I shook my head. The desires on his eyes told me he really want to throw me on bed and f uck me 'till morning. Yet I don't want to cross the line I set for us. Landlord ko si Cole, tenant niya ako. Iyon lang dapat at walang iba pa.
There's really no issue if we f uck. I mean, we are both single and safe. Sleeping with each other is not a big deal but I'm kinda afraid of the consequence. Hindi naman ako ang klase ng babae na iiyak at maghihimutok pagkatapos makuha ang virginity.
I have no experience yet but I clearly know what happened after the deed with someone like Cole.
Ayokong mapabilang sa harem niya. Isa pa, natatakot ako.
He went near me. Halos maramdaman ko ang hubad niyang katawan sa akin. Cole tried to reach my laptop behind me and I didn't fret anymore. Seconds later, I could hear someone moaning and screaming due to immense pleasure.
I'm pretty sure it was the woman from the porn video I was watching.
His orbs glistened in happiness. Hindi ko alam kung dahil sa video o sa katotohanan na nahuli niya ako.
"Ah, naughty Alexa. The idea of you getting off is so damn hot. Gusto kong makita kung paano mo paglaruan ang sarili mo, love."
Masama ang tingin na iginawad ko sa kaniya.
"It's normal," mariin kong sinabi, napapahiya na.
"It is normal," he said huskily.
Hinawakan niya ang mga siko ko saka ako pinaharap doon. The actors are now f ucking roughly, the man was choking her as he slammed his c ock inside and out of her, deep and faster. While the other man was jerking off, watching his girlfriend getting d icked down by a stranger.
Napalunok ako sa sensasyong iyon. It was dim in the video and the ambiance feel so hot. Lalo na at naramdaman ko si Cole sa likuran ko, pressing his now hard on to my butt.
I bit my lower lip to stop myself from letting out a faint moan.
"So, you desire of having a threesome?"
I gulped. Busted.
"This is nothing... Part lang ng novel..." palusot ko.
"Yeah? The last time I checked, your novel doesn't involve a third party. Tapos ngayon, mayroon na agad?"
Maling desisyon talaga na pinapabasa ko sa kaniya ang on - going novel na sinusulat ko ngayon. It was because Cole is a fan of books and he give honest opinion, a good reviewer. Napatunayan ko iyon sa mga criticism na ibinigay niya sa ibang libro.
Isa pa, kumportable ako na ipabasa sa kaniya iyon.
Because of the male lead in my story, I based it on him.
Napakapit ako sa dulo ng table ko nang sinimulan niyang gumalaw. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang katigasan niya na binubundol ang bandang puwetan ko.
It was so intimate and... hot. We're both clothed but now, I had the urge to beg him to peg me. To kiss me, to touch me... To finally claim me. But I held onto my principle.
Hindi puwede, Alexa. Not Cole.
"Cole..." I called in a faint voice.
"Answer me, love... You want to be that girl, huh? You want a threesome, Alexa?"
“Don’t... Please, Cole. Stop...” My breathing became rigid.
“What?” his husky voice filled my ear. “You want me to stop but your body says otherwise.”
“This is so wrong,” I whispered.
“It’s not... You just think it is.”
Pinadausdos niya ang kaniyang mga kamay sa aking balikat. Hindi iyon nagtagal at hinawakan niya ang aking baywang, pati ang aking likod para itulak ako nang bahagya pa sa mesa. Malaya niyang idiniin ang sarili sa likuran ko, ramdam na ramdam ko siya roon na umuulos. Habang ang mga mata ko ay nakatuon sa video at inggit ang naramdaman habang pinapanood ang kaligayahan ng babae.