I can't deny the fact that I still feel something for him but I won't let him have his way that easily cuz I alone know what I went through these past months. I'm going out tonight with my bigger so here I am preparing and Lord it's been long since I last went out at night. I rushed downstairs to see bigger waiting for me
"You look gorgeous sis Says Bob smiling
"Thanks bro and you look handsome as ever I replied smiling too
"So shall we? he asks
"Of course we shall. We arrived at the snack and made our way into the VIP area where our drinks were already served. It wasn't long before Sharon came in joining us
"Wao look who we have here. I didn't know you were tagging along I said before giving her a tight hug
"Last minute arrangement love trust me and your brother here is the cause of that Sharon replies and sat in-between us before giving my bro a sweet kiss
"wao now I feel like a third wheel I grumble
"I won't make you feel like one love trust me says Sharon before winking
"I believe you babe I reply smiling. we were having the fun of our life when I my eyes laid on a particular someone who is none other than Jason. He is with his friends and a couple of girls and I recognise one of them girls. I was glued to him throughout and there it really sank that deep down I'm still madly in love with him.
"if you keep looking at him that much, you would be considered a psychopath says Sharon startling me
"I'm not look at him Babe I replied feeling embarrassed for being caught on the spot
"I had no idea we will ever cross paths with the boys again says Sharon
"I had no idea too but do you know what's worst? I asks
"No she replies
"He is the general manager at our company I told her
"What! How? when? she ask surprised
I had no idea too and I was as shocked as you. I been trying to avoid him at all cost but that became impossible when Bob placed him under my care. He even kissed me and funny as it may sound I did enjoy every bit of it I told her
"Did he say anything apart from kissing you? she asks
"Yeah he did. He explained what happened, apologized for it and wants me to give him and us a second chance I replied
"And??
"I just told him he is in for a long ride
"But do still you love him? Sorry I shouldn't ask cuz it's obvious from how you were staring at him. why don't you give him a chance?
"I'm scared he will hurt me again I replied
"Sweetheart, love is all about risk so if you still love him, then give him that chance okay.....
"I will think about it I said and looked at where he was seated but he wasn't there so I excused myself and headed for the lady's. I was about entering when I saw that same girl kissing Jason and before he could notice me, I turned away bumping into Nathan.
"Mimi what a suprise says Nathan
"Hi Nathan and yeah it's quite a suprise. ummm it's nice seeing you again but sorry I gotta go bye. I said and walked pass him back to our table.
"Giselle are you okay? Bob asks
"Yeah I'm fine Bobby. I'm just tired I lied
"Okay then we should all head home that's if it's fine with you babe he says asking Sharon
"Of course babe I'm okay with it Sharon replies. We left got into the car and drove home but throughout the ride, my heart was aching and I really wanted to cry so bad but I can't do it in the car thus was praying for us to arrive home as quick as as possible. Bob parked the car in the garage and I immediately left telling them both a goodnight before walking into my room. I took off my clothes and got into the shower where I cried my eyes out. After having enough, I left, got dress and got into bed but before I could fall asleep, Sharon walks in and climbed into the bed joining me
"What are you doing here girl? I ask with a steady voice to hide my pain
"I know something happened at the snack she said
"Nothing happened seriously I still lied
"You can fool Bob but you can't fool me so tell me, what happened when you left for the lady's?
"Fine. I saw Jason kissing some girl and I couldn't take it that's why
"Wait. You saw Jason kissing some girl? she ask for confirmation
"Yes and I also bumped into Nathan but we didn't talk much since I couldn't stand there for another minute i said as the tears made them way down my cheeks
"Oh my God come here. She says and engulfs in a tight hug
"I still love him girl. I love him as much as I did before I swear nothing change. all it needed was for him to show up and break the walls I've built throughout this months
"Shhhhhh is okay stop crying Sharon coax me
"He said he wants a chance right? so why was he kissing that girl? why ? it's hurt so much Sharon it's hurts so much
"I know how you feel Mimi but I will tell you something yeah; Talk it out with him first before taking any decision okay....?
"Okay
"That's my girl. Now stop crying and let's go to bed for I'm sleeping with you tonight she says
"Thanks a lot girlfriend
"For nothing girlfriend. Come on lets go to bed she said.
Woke up the next day which is a Saturday alone in bed. I got into the bathroom and did my morning routine before heading downstairs. I got to the dining area where Sharon and Bob were seated having their breakfast
"Good morning guys I greeted taking my seat adjacent Sharon
"Good morning they both answered
"So how was your night girlfriend Sharon asks
"It was peaceful and hope yours too.
"Yea it was thanks she replies
"Bobby are you okay ? I asked cuz he seems off
"Yeah I am but I will love to have a word with you in my office after breakfast he said and I looked at Sharon for a heads up but she just shrugged. After breakfast, I followed him into his home office.
"What's up Bobby?
"When were you planning on telling me Mr Douglas was the asshole who hurt you he asks pissed
"Language bro I reprimanded
"Do you not go all mummy on me Giselle and back to my question. when were you planning on telling me?
"Okay fine but can you please calm down. we are both at fault here Bob because I was the one who first rejected him and by the time I Made up my mind to be brave, he had already gotten mad at me. so I guess that was his own way of dealing with hurt I caused him
"Are you covering up for him? he asks
"Bro I'm not Okay.... I was the one who hurt him first
"That's different sis, you were protecting him
"I know okay..but he had no idea so of course to him I was rejecting him. okay if one day Sharon breaks up with you for the same reason I did break up with Jason but you had no clue of why she did it, wouldn't it hurt you? answer me. won't you be mad at her? no tell me I yelled. I'm sorry for raising my voice at you but you have to understand that we both share the blame and I'm the root cause of everything.
"So what do wanna do about him?
"I will talked to him before rushing into conclusions Bob. I do not want to repeat the same mistake this time around
"Okay If that's what you want
"Yes that's what I want and please Bob do not confront him about this abeg you
"But Giselle
"No buts Bobby please okay......
"Fine you can have it your way then
"Thanks I said before walking up to him and hugged him. I love you Bigger
"I love you more kiddo he says while hugging me back