Sylvia
After Luna Ruthian exits the kitchen, Beta Kendrick carries me to my room and literally throws me to my bed. He curses all the way, he speaks of how disgusting I am and how I am stinking. He then covers me all the way to my head with the blanket that I can hardly breathe. The attic has no windows for aeration.
“You better die tonight, Omega.” He spits before leaving. I resign myself to death, there is no reason for living anymore. Maybe this is where my miserable life will end, I wanted so much, but this is all I get. Perhaps in my next life I will be something. With that, I close my eyes, my stomach is rumbling for staying without food for the whole day, and my body aches from the injuries Caleb inflicted on me. I can only feel my upper body, I can't feel myself from the waist down, but I am also aware of the blood oozing from the cut.
It takes me a while but sleep overtakes me.
The next time I open my eyes, I am met by a pair of green eyes staring down at me with concern written all over the person's face. Wow! I think I am in heaven, and this angel is gorgeous. His black hair flows to his shoulders perfectly, he has thick black eyebrows and lashes so long you might think they are artificial. He is so huge, even with him kneeling, he stills looks taller than me in a way. He is so beautiful, his face innocent, his nose symmetrical to his kissable lips. S**t did I say kissable lips, ooops! I am sorry, angel. I have never seen anyone this huge. If I am in heaven, and he will be my guardian angel, then I am pleased. But when he touches my face, wiping tears that I didn't know were streaming off my eyes and whispering those words, my heart freezes. I am not in heaven, if I were, then I wouldn’t be crying, and I will not be able to be touched right.
Sparks erupt from where his hand touched, my whole body is on fire except my legs, of course. I try to open my mouth to ask him who he is, but no words seem to come out of my mouth, instead more tears. I look around the room only to realize that this is a guest room in the Alpha mansion. I know this because I always clean this room. What am I even doing here?
The rumbling of my stomach, makes me not to think. And as if on cue, tall, gorgeous man stands and walks away. My heart feels bad when I see him walking away. What did I think that I would be helped by this breathtaking dude? I feel more tears streaming down my face. Suddenly, I feel my entire body in pain, his face was the only thing that was making me feel okay. But seeing him walk away, hurts me so much that all my wounds become fresh. There is a bigger wound in my heart, though, a wound of being rejected by everyone who comes across me.
“I know you must be hungry.” His words shock me, I expected an awful word to come out of his mouth. I just wait for the next sentence, maybe it will be, 'You will die of hunger Omega'. As Kendrick told me as he was dumping me in my wobbly bed.
“I think some milk will be a great start.” He comes back almost immediately. He places a glass of milk on the bedside table before taking pillow and placing it behind my back. He pulls me carefully up and places my back on the pillow for support. I can't really believe whatever is happening. It feels just like a dream. No one has ever cared for me in any manner. I don't even remember my parents to begin with, I don't know how they treated me. All I have known all my life is pain after pain. How come this man is taking care of me, does he have any hidden agenda's with me? And who is he?
Thinking of hidden agendas, I don't mind at all. He is a god, tall muscular, perfectly shaped cheek bones, chiseled jaw and symmetrical lips. He is just spectacular, I don't mind his hands running all over my body. It's only a dream because no man can see me attractive, especially a gorgeous man like this. He is just being humane, that's all. But I cannot stop myself from drooling over him. My eyes don't seem to leave his face, even if I want to. The way my stomach feels when he glances at me, I can't even explain.
“Great.” He says as he places the glass back on the table. Wait a minute, did I just drink milk without noticing? I thought I hated milk, I always feel nausea whenever I drink. Wow! I can't believe this.
“Now I will get you something else.” He smiles down at me, reveling his brilliant white teeth. His smile is enchanting, it lights his eyes, and they sparkle. I know I am exaggerating, but, have you ever met a man who makes you eat your worst food without you noticing?
I bet his whole body is this outstanding up close. I find my eyes trailing his broad chest, how will it feel if I just lay my head on it and feel his heartbeat.
“Are you alright?" His melodious voice brings me back to reality. I didn't notice my mouth hanging wide open, I bet I drooled a little. So embarrassing. I nod, still not finding my voice. He smiles before turning away and going to the kitchenette. I get a chance to scan his back, but immediately my eyes land on his tight butt. I feel a sensation between my legs when I imagine my hands running on them. How tight do they feel. How can one person be given everything?
I can just state at him forever. Aaaah!
I sigh inwardly knowing that it can never happen. I am just a filthy Omega and a nobody.