Paris
I woke up to a hot steaming body next to me. And amazing events from last night came flooding in. I turned around slowly not to wake the guy next to me. Looking at him made me feel good and bad at the same time. He was tall, dark and handsome, and I remember from last night that he had an amazing smile. But besides the perfect body and the amazing s*x, I felt nothing for this human.
While deep in thought, I could hear his breathing change. He was waking up. "Hey beautiful, are you awake already.'' he said with a sleepy voice. I looked at him and gave him a little smile. "Yes, I am, but not for too long. I must go in a bit". He gave me a sad look, but I didn't care too much. I had to go. Today was my last day in Paris.
Yesterday I decided to celebrate my last night in Paris. I went to this amazing club, and as always, I was enjoying a lot of attention. Most men that saw me wanted nothing more than to take me home. I didn’t mind too much as long as I got to pick the guy. And last night my eye fell on this man. I can't remember his name, but I know he was very experienced. We danced and he bought me a couple of drinks, and in the end, he invited me to his apartment in the centre of Paris.
He was not expecting a strong woman, but in the end he quite enjoyed showing me all the corners of his bedroom. And I was not complaining, but Light was.
"I'm sorry, but I have to get going. My flight leaves in a couple of hours". I stood up and walked towards the clothes that were scattered around the room. I put them on quickly because I could feel his eyes on me. By the time I finished, I walked back to the bed and gave him a quick kiss. He looked me in my eyes. "Can I at least have your phone number? Maybe we can meet up again sometime?" he asked in a husky voice. "I'm sorry, but I'm leaving for Amsterdam today. And I will not be back anytime soon". I stood up and walked away, knowing he was still staring at me until I was out the door. A relief came over me when I walked down the stairs and onto the open streets. Men are all the same.Good for a night, but to clingy. I needed my freedom.
When I was just a young girl, my parents put me up for adoption. I was a difficult-to-manage child, so I had many foster parents. And every time it went wrong somewhere. My last was the worst. They were mean people, only took in a foster kid for the money. I was halfway into my 17th year when I came to them. By then, I was already very difficult. I never really fit in with my classmates at school. And when I got in trouble, my foster parents would kick or slap me. But I didn't care. Nobody else did, so why would I. I was just the foster kid with the old clothes and the bad attitude. By the time I became eighteen, everything changed. I got into a fight at school with some i***t girl. She slapped me hard in the face. I got a little angry and shoved her back, but instead of shoving her a meter or even two, she went flying across the hallway. It shocked me just as much as everyone else. And I didn't understand any of it until I heard a voice in my head. “That will teach the little b**h to show you some respect" the voice said.
It turned out the voice in my head was my wolf. A part of me was woken up that day, because I became of age. Light was an amazing companion and friend. And because she was near me, I didn’t need to have anyone else in my life. So, that same day, I decided to run away from my foster parents and find myself a place in this world. Ever since, I have been wondering from job to job and apartment to apartment. And, of course, from man to man. Life in Paris was not too bad. I had a nice little apartment and made enough money to get by. But for a week or two, Light has been pushing me to leave. I still don’t know why, but she was very sure it had to be done. So I went to get myself a ticket and today I should have my flight and be on the way to Amsterdam.