Nicole
I can’t help, but revert back to the old Nicole. The don’t-notice-me-Nicole. The quiet and reserved Nicole. The only difference is I have never been that Nicole here, so I had to deal with a million questions as to why I was acting different. Also all those mean looks I used to get from a few of the she-wolves have now turned to “accidental” shoulder bumps and shoves. I haven’t talked to Paige since before the Winter Solstice, and I’ve noticed that she tends to hang around the girls who love to give me the side eye.
Staying away from Warren has been easy in practice, but it still hurts the same. I moved my stuff away from his locker, and found a new place to sit at lunch. It feels like I broke up the group because the girls and Jerrand sit with me, while Kent and Paige sit with W
