Gracie POV
Only shame could describe what I was feeling right now. Everything that had happened to Sawyer was a reality check for me, and I wished I could go back and undo everything. No one would ever trust me, even my sister despised me and now I had possibly killed my childhood best friend and safety net.
Sawyer had always been there for me when I needed him, and what had I done for him in return? Probably ruined his mate bond with a badass female alpha, if he even woke up at this point.
Looking back now, I can't even explain why I did what I did. It was like something took residence in me and fed off of my love for Sawyer and turned it into something chaotic. It turned me into a screeching, whiney toddler that did bad things when she did not get what she wanted. Which was not me a
