To be loved by who

Walmart Fun

Roman gave me a list of what he wanted me to get. Steph on the ride over says " are you sure your okay with this, I don't want to hurt you you seem like a very good person and a friend." I say " I want to take all of this slow my mind is still wrapping around this." She says " I understand." We get the things I need and she says " want to get some alcohol seems it calms you down some." I say " yes please." We put everything in the truck and on the ride home we talk about each other and it's crazy how some things were alike and others were a little different on. She likes all indoor things while I like to go fishing and camping. She likes shopping while I could just go to a thrift store and be fine. She says to be this first night we're all staying in there house so we can hangout and just get to know each other and they have a guest bedroom for us and the kids can either sleep in with their kids or wherever we feel comfortable. She helps me out the food away in the camper and we go inside. The guys say took you two long enough and I say " sorry we were having too much fun getting to know each other." The guys already had there game set up and started playing while Steph and I got the kids ready for bed, they were so excited to be having a sleep over. We get them tucked into one of the the bedrooms since they wanted to watch TV and hang out. We told them we'll be back in in a few to shut off the TV and it was bedtime.

Steph pulls me aside and says now open your gift please. I open it and it's a necklace saying best friends, one for her and one for me. I look at her a little confused and she says " it's because I don't trust anyone to do this and I just feel I can trust you and I wanted to get you something to show that I'm not trying to take your man just spice up things." I hug her and say thank you and we walk to the guys. They finished playing a few rounds and now turned to us. Roman says " Sage and Will is it okay if I take Steph to go talk some." I nod and so does Will. Will pats the seat next to him and I sit down. He opens me a glass of the alcohol I bought and says "everything will be fine, I promise you." I sigh chugging the whole glass and opening another. He says " slow down noone is doing anything tonight besides we're switching sleeping and that's all we're doing." I feel my chest tighten some at the thought but then the alcohol starts to kick in to help me relax.

He pulls me in closer rubbing my back and touching my thigh. Seems he's been drinking some too. He pulls me up and grabs my hand going to the bedroom I'll be staying in with him. He sits on the bed and says " come on with all the texting we've been doing lighten up some please " I apologize and say it's just so weird this is actually happening. He pulls me into cuddling with him and says "you smell so good baby." Next thing I know he's kissing me passionately. We hear a knock on the door, and Steph comes in and says " the kids are all asleep I just wanted to let you guys know." Roman walks in too and comes and gives me a kiss and says " I love you so much baby." Steph and Roman go to the guest bedroom leaving Will and I. I ask Will " This isn't a little awkward for you having your wife in the other room with another man?" He says " just a little bit like I said to you before I really like you and this is a way we can spend some time together." I blush and respond by saying " I like you too just still trying to wrap my head around all of this and why Roman is so on board with this considering he's so possessive over me." He pulls me into a hug and says " it'll be okay, if our spouses leave us you have me baby." he said it jokingly but I smack him. He says " ouch your so violent." pulling me closer and pinning me down.

The night was really nice just a bunch of kissing and cuddling is all we did, I still have in my mind Roman falling for Steph and leaving me but i put it in the back of my mind.